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[princeisblack]

i had this sensational feeling today as i was in the tanning bed. 10,000 pounds of pressure was released from my body and now i can feel them start to build back up. i keep telling myself and everyone else around me that i just need to get out. i just need to leave. i just need to not be here. am i simply lying to myself? am i really going to just

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[awkwardgrace]

there have been a lot of things this past year that i needed to change (and still do) and what i've found is that it really is an everyday process. one foot in front of the other. and it's slow and hard and frustrating because i screw it up a lot and wind up ten steps back from where i started from, but i try. and i believe that makes a difference somewhere.
good luck sarah.

[smiletodie]

life is constantly happening and change will happen whether you want it to or not.
i guess our paths are pre-determined, set in stone you could say.
i'm more confused about things in my life than i've ever been, and it will continue but i'm alright with that to an extent.
but sarah you know it is just a fork in the road to where you will end up.
everything that did happen, is happening, and will happen are pit stops to the final stop.
don't worry yourself or ponder to long on the present tense, or the what ifs, and whys.
i rambled because i miss sarah.
i said that like that because, i miss the sarah that was with me.
as do you probably miss the spring that was with you.
but change is insurpassable.

i'm sorry i carried on for so long.
love
spring.

[princeisblack]

i went to your house on saturday. you've had me really worried. we need to talk.

i miss spring. my spring.