when you cry.....im right there by....your side...... oh please baby know this ( Read more... )

well well......very interesting couple of days. well 1st off, ive learned that if i dont see sara for more then 4 days....ill die. its sad. then sara ended the whole jess drama.....no comment(in case u dont understand......it was really bad) then i know that im moving out in 3 weeks!yea.....thats when the drama ends for me. anyway ive been avoiding ( Read more... )

what does love mean? i mean lets think about this for a sec. because love is supposed to have a defination right? wrong in my case. love is the way you feel about something or someone that cant be decribed. its just a feeling. well last night i felt a feeling that i have never felt before. i cant explain it, it just felt that everytime i broke away ( Read more... )

well i now know i have to break away from my family in order to have happyness. today my uncle basicly told me i have to go into the army or millitary or leave so im just gonna leave. its best for me though so im happy for my new experience. i talked to sara last night and she told me something that noboddy knows which made me feel bad,good and ( Read more... )

Wow....a month has past since the valentines day that will never forget.we have gone from sun to rain,from i like you to i love you,tears,rumors,phone calls,pallets in the park at midnight.....i know now that i have never felt this way about anyone ever....not even elena which really got my head to spin. it kinda kinda wierd to think that i could ( Read more... )

so.....as bad as i felt last night, i went to the grad and ended up havin somewhat of a good time....until someone told sara that i kissed another girl. and knowing how bad and hard it is for her to trust people i would never do anything close to hurt her....so to solve that problem...i just wont go back to the grad for awhile.why do people make up ( Read more... )

well ya boy did something that he promised himself he wouldnt do.....he returned to the high school...see i decided that no one would give sara dirty looks or talk shit if i was there.....well what do you know....anyway i got there at 11 30 and ms smith the p.e teacher wanted me to help in her class so i said yes and then i saw sara near the quad ( Read more... )

it has been three weeks that i will remember for the rest of my life. from tears, to i love yous,burritos to apple juice, but im still as close as ever to her. i dont know what it is thats got me acting all crazy out here. i guess its just my enviorment....and how people be treated. well in this case i wouldnt take it back, cuz it aint no mystery, ( Read more... )

well today slash yesterday was very hard for me,i had two types of butterflies in my stomache. the first tpe was for a friend who has been jumped and almost killed 3 straight times because of who he chills with so of course the crew volenteers to go ahead and make sure nothin happened last night. one member of the crew got threatened that somethin ( Read more... )

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