OGM! I have this one song thats the kiss of death to any relationship I'm in or going into. I rarely hear it on the radio, but when I do its the end. So I was walking to my room when i started singing it. I really got into it, and then I realize what it was I was singing. Shit! Despite that little omen. I'll continue to be charming and lovable ( Read more... )

Well life is interesting. I spent the whole month out of sight. I still haven't found a job and honestly I doubt I'll find one that fits my lifestyle. It's hard telling a boss you need time off and that any job takes a back seat to school. I really don't tell them that but, it true. This week alone I revised three stage-managing jobs. Two pay ( Read more... )

Ok call me a dork, I don't care. I had been spending a lot of time by myself for some reason. One I really don't wont to spend money because I don't know how long I will be out of a job. The second is I haven't really put out the effort in being social. So like I was saying, "a lot of time by myself." or as I like to say “with myself”. I fell ( Read more... )

Music has the greatest effect on people. I for instance I woke up in a weird mood. Then I heard a Frank Sinatra song. Now I am listing to his greatest hits. I feel like I just got engaged to. I dancing and sing with the biggest smile you ever seen. I'm the best mood. I'm like ready for love. Even if it doesn't come I don't care. I’m in love ( Read more... )

So today I went to the gym. At the gym there was this old guy. This old guy is always at the gym. I try to avoid him, because he's kind of creepy. I go in the morning and he's there. I going at night he's there. I go in the afternoon; he's still there. WIERD ( Read more... )

Job-hunting sucks! Its way to hot to be driving around and spending about fifteen to twenty minute filling out tedious applications. I feel like I’m bagging for a job. The thing is I know that if I was to work for any of these company’s would be one of their top employees. Just get me into an interview. I know I could blow the interviewer out of ( Read more... )

What is it about brain? Tonight as we talked, I had the greatest since of peace that came form him. The type of peace you would expect to find in a Buddhist monk. A genuine joy, like the joy an infant has doing some thing new for the first time. A love that is centered in a place of sincerity and radiates without fear. Brian may only be 19yrs old ( Read more... )

This is going to sound strange just keep in mind the blinks will be filled in later. Tonight during the show someone that I loved was in the audience. The bustard has no reason to be there as an usher, other then to get under my skin. Well I had to go out. Here is the quick version of my night ( Read more... )

Well last night I made a huge mistake and left my live journal open. Well now my dad knows exactly how I feel. You see I keep my mouth shut when we fright. I just know if I open my mouth thing would get out of hand. So I keep quite. Well he felt it was his duty to respond to my post. He wrote me a good-sized e-mail voicing his option. As I read ( Read more... )

Well it was bound to happen. I’ve been rest all day, while my dad has been working on the house. You can see where this is going do you? A good son would be out side working side by side with his dad. Anyone with half a brain would stay in side and out of the sun. Well I had a talking to by my dad. He doesn’t like my living habits. How I’m out ( Read more... )