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Sep 06, 2005 04:53

So I sit here in this fundamental denial of the self. I am angry, but I sit here calm. I am hungry, but I quiet my stomach. I am sad, but the corners of my mouth are upturned and my eyes light. I love you, but I am cold. I'm curled about you, but I am distant. You are my family and yet I am prodigal ( Read more... )

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maharani24 September 6 2005, 10:57:49 UTC

I wish I had some awe inspiring, meaningful comment to give you sweetie.. I hate that you have been through hell and back and over again.. I hate that you have dreams of nightmares, flood waters and drowning.. Instead the best I can offer is my support.. a shoulder, an everlasting gobstopper full up of whatever you want, need, crave or desire the most. I wish I could sing, dance, cry with, smile, love, caress, cradle, fondle, canoodle, embrace, get drunk with, pamper, get silly and make things some what, some how.. better. To chase all the clowns away and bring back brightly colored balloons and laughter deep in the forest of infinite security.. My words are not as witty as some, but my heart is just as huge.. All my everything I could give to you, I would, just to see you smile again.. You are soo very loved..

*~Mei

sybil_larue September 6 2005, 20:41:34 UTC

yes

somewhere over the rainbow firechild555 September 6 2005, 22:12:32 UTC

i promise its there ive seenit a few times.. i wish i could only remember where....

kellcrow7 September 7 2005, 00:14:25 UTC

So GET angry, dammit! Don't you dare fall apart on me. You are fucking tougher than this. We all are. Not prodigal, we ARE all together. Here. And we will keep it together because we have to. Because nobody else is going to do it for us. Because They do not know. You have no idea how much you are in my heart. I am a lot of things today because of who you were back then. I owe you for that; and my first way of paying you back, is to get you good & pissed off. Jumpstart my Prince of Wands. We'll work on the rest later.
BOINK. Damn you. Ouroboros.
Always.

kellcrow7 September 7 2005, 01:11:02 UTC

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