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[princerat]

I've never killed anyone. It's not as if I go around claiming I've killed people, but there is one instance for which I had a very good reason to lie and say I have. No one will ever believe the motherfucker who actually did it, and I hope that drives him mad

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[That was awfully close, wasn't it?]

[princerat]

Right. I see I haven't missed out on all the fun.

[starryeyed_cass]

[She kind of hoped he wouldn't be caught up in this too. Stupid Chicago. The entry makes her sad at times and just. STUPID CHICAGO.

She disapproves of him lying about killing someone, because it's just something you don't lie about. It's awful. But knowing Saul, she knows he has his reasons. She understands his home world was complex and it's not her place to question.]

I'm sorry you're the only one of your kind, I can't really imagine what that would be like. I know it's not the same, but I'm here, yeah?

And I get the need for order too. Chicago is a mess, I wouldn't blame anymore for wanting some kind of peace in it. Even if it's in the form of something like that.

I wondered where you got it from.

Really?

[She's not that mad, she is actually a little amused actually.]

[princerat]

[His choices were lie to the rats and free them, or tell them the truth and let them hail King Rat as their hero. It was an easy choice, though partly motivated by revenge.]

It's such a stupid wish. Considering how well I get along with dear old "dad", who's to say we wouldn't tear each others' faces off?

I'm not usually much of a one for order, either. Suppose you're right.

Well really, they just destroy it. How terrible would that be if I let it all go to waste?

[Locked to Cassie]
I saw your entry. I'm sorry that got forced out of you. I know you probably don't want to talk about it, but if you do, I'm here. And, I know who the first is, but is the other still here? I won't do anything you don't want me to, I just want to be prepared.

[starryeyed_cass]

It's not a stupid wish, honestly. There's nothing wrong with wanting someone who's like you.

And he's a bad example and nothing like you okay?

[She doesn't even need to have met him, but there is a strong, strong dislike in her words.]

I don't think you would, if there was someone more like you and not him.

... Okay, you have a point there. Just... never let me get absolutely lashed again when you have some. I totally felt like I would never move again.

[Locked to Saul]

I'm going to talk to Martha about it, she said she's been through the same, sadly. I don't want to talk about it, but

I'm going to. She says it'll help.

But thanks, yeah?

Yes, he is.

And.. it wasn't his fault what happened, Saul. Something messed around with his brain, made him want to kill women. But, I could feel it. He was Empath and was putting his feelings into my head, how he really felt inside. He didn't want to do it. And he's sorry. He feels like he can't say it enough.

But he's sorry.

[princerat]

Yeah. He is.

And I reckon it would have a lot to do with how long the other had lived like a human.

[[Not gonna argue with her about things that don't even matter because they can't happen.]]

You're such a lightweight, Cass. [rat doodle-face with its tongue sticking out]

Seems to always be strong fantastic shit or dodgy weak shit in there, nothing from the middle. But you'd probably do better with sativa rather than indica. If I sniff some out I'll pick it up, but it's just always been fucking indica whenever I go have a look. Jesus I know too much about pot

[Locked to Cassie]

FUCK, Martha too? Yeah, she'll know what to say.

Are you sure you don't want

Okay, well. He can be sorry. I know bad things happen, and sometimes people are forced to do things by magic or science, mind control, etc. That's

I understand, honestly I do. That doesn't make it okay for him to hurt you or anyone else again, though, right?

Who was it? If you can tell me, that is

Fuck I know you don't want to talk about it, I'm sorry. Feel free to ignore this if you like.

[smithnjones]

I knew someone before from my own universe who was the last of his kind. He used to be here, but he disappeared like many others.

I've no idea what that must feel like, but I know it can't be easy.

Also, it's honestly very good to see you again. I was worried.

[princerat]

Martha! It's good to see you too. Sorry I worried you-- I got Rifted to some sort of sciencey hell.

Ah, I've just always been the only one. As far as I know, that is. Must have been terrible for your friend, to watch everyone else go.

[smithnjones]

It's alright. A sciencey hell? What kind of sciencey hell? Are you okay?

Yeah. I don't know how he did it.

[princerat]

The kind where a homicidal AI forces you through endless puzzles that will kill you if you fail.

Yeah, I'll be I'm fine.

[knowmycall]

You ever consider sharing that weed with anybody?

[princerat]

Well fuck yeah, mate. I'm the sharing type.