im in a really good mood right now..its pretty cool..just thought that i would share that with you.

i was listening to the radio on the drive home from the firehouse with boogerr...and the song "isnt it amazing" came on..and made me feel really good..i cant describe it...its just amazing what a lil prayer can do to help you get through the day..i ( Read more... )

wow..its been a while..but thats ok..things are goin good...things with eric didnt go through..and in a way..im kinda glad..i mean..hes a sweet heart and all, but i just know that we wouldnt last long...its just a feeling i have, and i see it now..lol ( Read more... )

i love someone who doesnt love me back...gosh ( Read more... )

well...once again..im giving up on guyz...i feel like i should just give up on love all together...what if im just not meant to find someone? and i spend all my time looking for something that isnt even there? how lame would i be? lol ( Read more... )

my sister told me that she LOVED eric...it totally caught me off guard..lol..she hasnt aproved of anyone ive dated since freshman year...and all because he actually calls when he says hes going too! which of course...makes me trust him..not entirely..cuz i mean..i still have my doubts...and those arent his fault...they are simply cuz he is a guy.. ( Read more... )

right now...im in a pretty good mood...but also..slightly unsure..i mean..i just went out to eat with my friend from work..and its raining (i love the rain..lol) and im listening to RENT songs...but something inside me says its time to cry...why..idk..its odd...i wanna snuggle with someone right now...we went to this awesome lil place on the west ( Read more... )

well...im tired..im..im beat..and my eye itches like crazy ( Read more... )

well...ive been workin a crap load...and i kid you not..lol..ive saved up quite a bit of denero..so im ready to go see my tanya in florida! woo!! today was fun...woke up, talked to tanya, went shopin with dad, sis, rick, and alexa..haha..im sad that the blue sage on mcrae is closing..but i love the fact that EVERYTHIGN! is half off..haha..so we ( Read more... )

well..here i am again..big surprise? i should hope not..lol..cuz i feel safer writing stuff on livejournal..simply cuz only my closest friends really read it.. and that makes me happy...=) but yeah..today was a good day..jake called me..twas odd..but very cool at the same time..i miss hangin out with the boyz ( Read more... )

today was a better day at work, even if i got walked out on..(jerks! left me with a 22 dollar BEER tab..couldnt even be discounted...grr..) but yeah..besides that..i liked it..it was a real friday nite at work..never a dull moment, constantly workin...but i wasnt swamped..i was helpin everyone else out..bussin tables and takin food out mainly..i ( Read more... )