Song of the Month: October 2008
One Year Ago...
September 2008
Shut Up and Let Me Go
The Ting Tings
Shut up and let me go
This hurts, I tell you so
For the last time you will kiss my lips
Now Shut up and let me go
Your jeans were once so clean
I bet you changed your wardrobe since we met
Now oh so easily your over me
Gone is love
It's you that ought to be holding me
I'm not containable
This turns up
it's not sustainable
I ain't freakin'
I ain't Fakin' this
I ain't freakin
I ain't Fakin' this
I ain't freakin'
I ain't Fakin' this
Shut up and let me go
Hey!
Shut up and let me go
This hurts, but I can't show
for the last time you had me in bits
Now Shut up and let me go!
For fear of leaving in regret
I changed this one when we first met
Now oh so easily your over me
Gone is love
It's me that ought to be moving on
You're not adorable
I was something unignorable.
I ain't freakin'
I ain't Fakin' this
I ain't freakin
I ain't Fakin' this
I ain't freakin'
I ain't Fakin' this
Shut up and let me go
Hey!
Oh love, hold this.
hey
Shut up and let me go
This hurts, I told you so
For the last time you will kiss my lips
Now Shut up and let me go
Hey!
Two Words: Goodbye Boyfriend. or Goodbye boyfriend? I'm not sure about this. It's been a rocky couple of weeks and I'm finally winding down from it, but now is it the end or will we work this out? I'm no good at relationships. I haven't been since... well, ever. I don't do commitment well and I don't do guys well. He's always known this about me. I have abandonment issues and commitment issues and intimacy issues that would make the most understanding of men run screaming for the hills. But I wasn't the one that screwed up this time. Opperative phrasing: this time. So the big question is should I forgive him on a first offense? Lett him off the hook? Or should I go with my gut and cut him from the team. Somehow I feel that if I cut him this time he's not coming back again... and I'm not sure how I feel about that.
November 2008
September 2008
Shut Up and Let Me Go
The Ting Tings
Shut up and let me go
This hurts, I tell you so
For the last time you will kiss my lips
Now Shut up and let me go
Your jeans were once so clean
I bet you changed your wardrobe since we met
Now oh so easily your over me
Gone is love
It's you that ought to be holding me
I'm not containable
This turns up
it's not sustainable
I ain't freakin'
I ain't Fakin' this
I ain't freakin
I ain't Fakin' this
I ain't freakin'
I ain't Fakin' this
Shut up and let me go
Hey!
Shut up and let me go
This hurts, but I can't show
for the last time you had me in bits
Now Shut up and let me go!
For fear of leaving in regret
I changed this one when we first met
Now oh so easily your over me
Gone is love
It's me that ought to be moving on
You're not adorable
I was something unignorable.
I ain't freakin'
I ain't Fakin' this
I ain't freakin
I ain't Fakin' this
I ain't freakin'
I ain't Fakin' this
Shut up and let me go
Hey!
Oh love, hold this.
hey
Shut up and let me go
This hurts, I told you so
For the last time you will kiss my lips
Now Shut up and let me go
Hey!
Two Words: Goodbye Boyfriend. or Goodbye boyfriend? I'm not sure about this. It's been a rocky couple of weeks and I'm finally winding down from it, but now is it the end or will we work this out? I'm no good at relationships. I haven't been since... well, ever. I don't do commitment well and I don't do guys well. He's always known this about me. I have abandonment issues and commitment issues and intimacy issues that would make the most understanding of men run screaming for the hills. But I wasn't the one that screwed up this time. Opperative phrasing: this time. So the big question is should I forgive him on a first offense? Lett him off the hook? Or should I go with my gut and cut him from the team. Somehow I feel that if I cut him this time he's not coming back again... and I'm not sure how I feel about that.
November 2008