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[princess_420]

Well I know I havent wrote on here in a long time but I figure I should write about Ozzfest. We woke up an hour late which should have been a hint that the rest of the day was going to suck. About five minutes after we woke up Roxie arrived and I had to go talk to her mom and what not. Then Dustin and Jillian came and she was bitching about how she

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[stripsofacid]

I don't know who told u I was engaged...maybe it was me..but I was not in my right mind...I wasn't suppose to say a thing to anyone...me and p-nut are suppose to get engaged on Halloween...he did ask me to marry him and I said yes but to wait till then..and see how everything is going between us...I love him Amanda more than life itself...and he is the only person who I feel like I can be myself around...he makes me feel like I don't need drugs to be happy...and I am happy...so please don't be mad I didn't tell you the whole truth...I love you and you are my best friend...I never want any of that to change. :)

[princess_420]

Ash,
I was just mad because everyone seemed to know but me and I couldnt figure out why you couldn't tell me. I am very happy for you that you have found someone who actually does care for you and loves you. I like Mike I do just as long as he treats you like u should be treated. I just want you to have the best because out of any of us you always get screwed over in relationships. I never want anything to change but for me it seems like it already has. I mean I lost one of my best friends and now it seems like we are drifting apart too and I dont want that to happen. I love Aaron I do but I need friends in my life too. I mean we never talk anymore and I barially see you. Well if you are truley happy then I am happy for you, so congratulations!:)

[stripsofacid]

I am happy...and I thank you for being so supportive...the only person I told that to was Autumn because she is engaged and I was just asking her things about it...and then I don't know how everyone found out...prolly my big mouth telling everyone on coricidin...but yeah I know what you mean about the friends thing and I want them bak to...but its hard specially now with skool and work...I love spending time with Mike and every chance I get I take it...but I miss being best friends...and Mike knows that because I have been upset and thinking about coricidin alot...and I am starting to make myself sick...but if I hang out with you Arrons always there...I just want there to be one night when its just you and me...no one else...besides Shannon and watever...no guys...we need to talk big time...and I think now would be the best...cuz I am going to have a nervous break down..I love you sweetheart you are my best friend and I will never forget or lose that.