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[princess_420]

Yea so I just got off the phone with Ashley and she ain't going to the hearing with me tomorrow. So I guess it will just be me and Jimmy, oh this should be interesting. Yea but my friendship with Ashley seems to be getting even worse by the day. I guess the reason we still talk to each other is because of the past which is retarded because the past

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[stripsofacid]

I don't want the friendship to end, but I feel like everytime we try to work it out it never works..I dunno, maybe we should just stop trying or maybe we should sit down and try to have a long talk with our boyfriends and I know thats what keeps me from talking to you...he doesn't want me to get upset because its not the past and it can't go back that way..I realize that, but its like I am still holding on to those precious memories thinking and hoping it will all come back...but I know it won't happen and even if it did would any of it be the same? We have all made new morals and most of the ones I have made I want them to stay...and so I see the old days never ever coming back...I mean the family that we had could come back...but we are older and smarter than we were then...so in some ways you see it would never be the same. I dunno, I am so stressed out about this...I want the old days..and you were saying how you wish we could have them back with the new people in our lives...but I would never want that...there are some things I

[princess_420]

I love you Ash I really do. I think that we need to have a talk with Aaron and Mike as well but it isnt up to either of them what we do with our friendship. Personally I feel that if we both feel strongly about fixing this friendship then we should do it. Our friendship was before either of them and just because we are involved with them doesnt mean that the things we have had from the begining should just end. I know Mike doesnt particularly like me or want you to hang out with me but I really think that if he truly loves you he would listen to what you have to say and let you do what you want. As far as me getting you into coriciden I do feel extremely guilty about that and I tried to get you off of that but he cant say anything because you told me you just recently took them with him. As far as drugs go for me right now and for the last couple of months I have been completely clean from everything including alcohol. I have been trying to get my life on track and although I have alot of obstacles to overcome I feel that I can

[stripsofacid]

I am listening to Get Over It right now at skool....ahhh....I love you and I'll give you a call on break tonight....Misses ya! Muah :)