Life Sucks

[princess_420]

Well lets see Aaron has finally moved out of my house which pisses me off so bad but its for the best. It gives me time to do stuff with friends and by myself. Tonight I found myself in the emergency room because I had this really horrible rash on my leg and I went to the doctor and they didnt know what it was but they prescribed me antibiotics.

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[stripsofacid]

Well, Amanda I have gotten maybe 2 calls from you...and everytime I call you...yourt fone is turned off and I am assuming you are over Jason and Carley's so I don't bother calling back later because I figure you are out having a great time with your new best friends..I wanted our friendship back so much but I don't think its going to work...nothing for me is going to work..I have nothing...not Mike..not friends..not family...I have no one in this world and I feel really fuckin small...I am not trying to bitchI am just hurting and that best way for me to express it is through writing...Sorry for being a bitch I don't mean to...I just don't know what to do anymore...nothing is worth living anymore...

[princess_420]

ok well i dont know what to tell you...you know my phone is a piece of shit..it has to be charged through my sisters phone so it hard for me to keep it charged. As far as me hanging out with jason and carley all the time, the only reason i do chill with them so much is because they actually call me and show interest that they do want to hang out. i mean i could sit here and say the same thing about maris but i just think its stupid to be pissed off that you are hanging out with her. i mean dont get me wrong i was hurt and mad that you were hanging out with her and then i realized how immature and stupid i was for thinking that. i mean you cant blame me for being pissed about popping ccc's with her. About our friendship i had figured from the begining when we were trying to work shit out that it was probably not going to work. I also dont believe that it was binders fault that are friendship failed. I think because he stopped talking to us that it drifted and wasnt as strong. but i dont think he is to blame. our friendship was