A funny lil anecdote form yesterday. I went to visit Tom in the tech center(he was working) last night during my break from class. Diana was down there working on her graphics homework, which tom was also doing. Then this guy came in who we well make fun of all the time. He's really dumb. Just a total pothead idiot. So he comes up to Tom and says, ( Read more... )

To add ot my entry of last night. Tom really made me think yesterday. I have been really selfish lately. I mean seriously all I fucking care about is myself. Come and help me, come and be with me, i'm lonely, i'm busy, I'm hurting. I've been mad at tom about this whole g/f thing because it was weird FOR ME. God I have not even thought about him. Or ( Read more... )

So as much as he pissed me off at first, by being honest and saying I was neglecting soemthings, Tom really made me feel much better tonight. He was so honest, and yet so helpful. i'm feeling very lost right now and nothing really makes sense. He's the one thing that probably really shouldn't, and yet in some respect he really does. He's very apt ( Read more... )

So yesterday was kind of a bad day. I'm not really sure who to be mad at. So Tom's g/f was here yesterday. And he's my friend so it didn't matter. Except that it did. Yesterday was the first time that it was real that he had a g/f. You see she and I had never been in the same airspace before. It was the first time I felt like "the other woman." ( Read more... )

This is in response to whether or not the Scooby Gang should do something that for once had nothing to do with sex ( Read more... )

SOMEONE PLEASE SHOOT ME. JUST SHOOT ME A LOT! JUST KILL ME. THIS WOULD SOLVE SO MUCH. THIS WOULD BE SO MUCH BETTER. SOMEONE JUST SHOOT ME A LOT. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. I am a really selfish awful person. I really should be shot. I am no good. Not even to my friends, or "the family." This really isn't worth it right now.-

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Thank you Tom for another oh so excellent talk. It once again put things into perspective. As long as the few people I truly care about know whats what than it doesn't matter. I say this all the time, and I know I'll get upset again, but for today he really helped me out. Thanks for just sitting and talking when you knew it was what I needed. So ( Read more... )