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Sep 15, 2003 10:30

today is an awful day. i woke up in an awful mood. ive been really depressed lately. im not even sure why. the smallest thing makes me break down and cry. i made a huge mistake giving gracie up for adoption and i have to live with that every day for the rest of my life. i know that she is taken care of but NO ONE will ever love her like i do. shes ( Read more... )

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hie brittni_lynae September 18 2003, 08:44:43 UTC
hey hun. im sitting her in tears because i am saddened by your entry. sad for you. babe i love you and there is nothing hat i can say or do to make you feel better about this situation but to give you all of my love. you are one the greatest friends i have and i know that i may not show it all the time because, well frankly because most of the time im a bitch and i like to block out the existence of society. but i love you and i know how much you love gracie. no matter who she calls mommy, and who takes care of her, you will always be her mother. without you gracie would not have life at all. you may not be able to give her a lot of the things children need but you gave her the gift of life and you've given her all the love in your heart. and even though she is still too young to know anything about this or have thoughts on it she will one day know all of the things you've given to her. you gave her the greatest thing of all. she is your daughter and you are her mother...forever and for always no matter what anyone says. dont ever ( ... )

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