yesterday was pretty awesome. crisse is awesome. even though the day ended and usually my happiness does, this time it didn't. i'm still happy and i feel like she's still here. i like this

i think it might be 2 days in a row with the girl

i frew up in the shower. i didn't even have to clean it up, it just went straight down the train like obedient vomit. it burned a lot and it tasted like apple juice, i haven't eaten anything but apple juice since friday. thats not good, i'm just not hungry

i am comfortably numb. not really

mom's on a bender.

wish i was

its a beautiful day out. the seasons are changing and so is my mood. warm weather is wonderful. everything good that happens, happens in warm weather. maybe i'll move to florida.

today in school some funny stuff happened and the teacher let me talk about ejaculations and penises. i sure do like english class. the little red cat has much longer whiskers than me but i'm sure we could be twins if we really tried. we cry about the same amount and i think we pee on just about as much stuff.

just stop it
think about what you're doing

you got up
of course
but then you fell down
of course
and started over

;-)

uh oh

it was a thing i had to do
it was a message from below
it was a messy situation
it was desire for a girl

oh i love crisse. its my first valetines day and i getta have it with crisse. isn't that sweet? we're both going away so we're having valentines day today. maybe we'll do something different, maybe we'll just lay around together like we usually do.

let go