I dont know why he is doing this to me. I dont see what i did. I didnt do anything. I didnt fucking do one thing.

>>everythings going down the drain. one small drop at a time.<<

it's really crazy. the whole love thing. because: when you love someone and you let them go - if they come back ... it is meant to be.

but when i first thought about it. i was like "why would you want to let go of someone you love?"

thats where the whole trust thing comes into play. if you trust them and believe in them - then it will all work ( Read more... )

someone please explain to me WHY i am up at 4:13 a.m.??

OH YEAH! i remember. i can't get you out of my fucking head. and i still love you after everything that has happened.

...wow - glad we cleared that one up.

[[i have to say that you are acting a lot different now]]

>>i dont know if it is because you regret what you did or if you are finally realizing that you love me. or do you love me? i dont know anymore. i'm being pulled in two different directions. which is making my heart choose and be torn into more peices then it already is.<"..i'll give you my ( Read more... )

you know. i really dont understand WHY i love him. i dont know why after all he did to me. and how much he hurt me. and broke my heart -- i still love him so much. its so hard not to be able to have him in my life...i dont know what to do. i'm so confused. i'm so lost. and i just wish someone could explain to me what to do. :( i lost him ( Read more... )

i didnt know anyone could feel this low and disgusted in their entire life. i never knew someone could hurt somebody they supposdly loved and cared about so much. i guess i didnt know a lot of things. in a way i guess im some what naive ( Read more... )

i HATE certain girls. like with a PASSION. i dont know WHY they cant get it through their pothead minds. it seem to be the pot heads that piss me off.

OH GOD. i think i just need some reassurance right now..

..all i want is him and getting him seems so hard...he's the only guy that makes me happy. why can't he realize he needs me too :(

i hate thunderstorms. they make my skin crawl. [ew] the wind is blowing at like 70 mph. jesus. well today was very eventful.

senior prank: placing an eight foot tree in the middle of the soccer field.

::that was funny. i must add, it was a harmless, hillarious prank. and mr. cromie blew it WAY out of porportion. coming out screaming - yelling - ( Read more... )

Game Today vs. Waterford Mott.

[[lets bring it ladies]]

I swear to god. i SWEAR to ALL FUCKING MIGHTY GOD if that BITCH says ONE more FUCKING word to me : i will take my fist and shove it all the way down her pot smoking throat.

heh..now that, that is out of my system...

...prom pictures are in tomorrow. yay.

Guess whose going to the Kenny ( Read more... )

Today was like every other day. besides the fact that i couldnt sleep the night before because *sOmEoNe* was running through my mind all night. ... when you fall in love - you fall hard and fast and it just gets better from there...

i love you travis james cona. more then you will ever know. no matter what i will always love you.