Last day of break! -tear- i am gonna miss doing absolutely nothing all by myself.

well i am alive. I am also feeling a bit better. I went to the Doctor this morning and got something to help me feel better and.... It WORKS :D yippee. Only thing wrong is i lost 12lbs and am in the low 90s. and my new cordory pants do not fit me anymore :'( which is kinda sad because they were CUTE! Well enough bad this is a HAPPY post. :D

I seriously think that i am about to DIE!!!!!
I haven't eating in 5 days. I throw up everything i eat, and i can't sit up for mor than 2 min. with out fainting. Pray for me. I don't wanna die....yet....
oh and by the way
SURGERY ISN"T WORTH IT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
(If i die remember i love you)

Hmmm... I really feel Aweful but I have been inspired to write down My Lovely Christmas gifts (Natalie you were my insperation ( Read more... )

Gosh, I Look like some kind of monster :( the little kid that i babysit came over to bring me a christmas present and he wouldn't come anywhere near me. He wouldn't even look at me he hid behind his mother the whole time. So i decided to look in the mirror to see how aweful it is. It is really bad my face is really really swollen and lopsided. YUCK

Bordum!
I hate this. It hurts and i am Bored :(

Well I am alive. I think. Actually I am really out of it I got home fom the hosapita; at like 2:00ish I am really High off of pain killers and can't really do anything. Yeasterday Some of my buddies came over but i was so out of it i am afraid i wasn't a good host. I know i fell asleep at least twice while they were there. I think it was Dawn, ( Read more... )

Well Guys this is it. Only a few more hours left until the cut me up and break me. Hopefully i will come out safe and changed for the better. People keep telling me that i will be fine and afterward i will look great. I, however, am very very apprehensive about the whole thing. I am fine with my appearance but, who knows? Cruel, long, hard times ( Read more... )

I am kinda I don’t knowish…today in English class the teacher talked about people who have everything they need to be happy, but, are not completely happy. I am one of those people. I do not know what it is though. Lack of excitement, love, free time, for some reason I am not fulfilled. I do not like that. I wish I were a better writer. My ( Read more... )

I NEVER want to live through another today!!! It was awful. Seriously, I cannot think of a single good thing that happened. Some jerk face kid pushed me over in the hallway. Then he stepped on me. He didn’t even say sorry or help me up or anything it was so RUDE and it hurt…People these days. I mean u would think they would have the decency to ( Read more... )