packing commencing now. haha what a beautiful world we live in. i have no direction, no backup plan and very little money. i forsee this being incredibly exciting and slightly disasterous. plans were made for breaking. i think i've upset a couple of people by making up my mind so suddenly but i guess they'll get used to it. you cant please everyone

******Sarah.. If you're out there and home safe and sound, please call Moira. I've been directed to inform you that she is worried because she hasn't heard from you yet and is going to yell at you. I really don't see the yelling part happening, I think it was just a moira-threat, but we are waiting to hear that you're alright, so much love and ( Read more... )

Joe! This is a post dedicated to you! You wanted to go to the Okonogan?? hmm i dont think i spelled that quite right but if you get the jist....... i have an offer....apply for tree planting asshole :) www.canadiantreeplanting.com or www.canadiantreeplanters.com, i cant remember which. there are tons of jobs, you live in a tent, you make sick money ( Read more... )

i am so in love with this man's style ( Read more... )

smokes! my lunch is staying down. yeeha! and sponge bob was on the tele today at work. things are looking up.

xoxoxoxox
nik

scratch all of what i just posted. i missed my interview due to a stress induced stomach flu. i havent kept anything down but cigarettes in the past three days or so and it isnt helping my case at all. i need to be able to think clearly in order to get through this and in order to think clearly i need some food. my vitamins are even making me sick ( Read more... )

Today has been fairly tolerable. Life has been fairly tolerable. I think I've even been somewhat tolerable, or at least tolerated by the people here for the past couple of days while I'm a miserable wench, easing the poisons out of my body. My mom sent my package today and it made it easier, kind of inspired me I suppose. Or just outright broke my ( Read more... )

man, things are picking up. i had a rough one the other day, missing amherst as sometimes i do when my head isnt on entirely straight. didn't mean to give anybody the wrong idea but i've reviewed my posts since i've been here and its no wonder all it seems like i do is drugs. i guess its easy to be mislead through this silly thing we call ( Read more... )

i remember where we were standing ( Read more... )

good god. i think i have a concussion. i jumped off of a chair at the rose and crown last night and hit my head on the ceiling. somehow. i can't remember coming home, although i do remember losing my keys and having to climb through murry's window with my pizza, which i dont remember buying. we were still drunk and fucked from the night before when ( Read more... )