I know why I've been depressed for the past couple of days. Kyle has noticed it somewhat and has always asked me whats wrong. I've been tired and cranky so thats what I've been telling him but I also knew deep down that there was something else bugging me but I havnt told him or anyone bc I didnt know what it was exactly until this morning ( Read more... )

Friday is Fall Fest and Sat is my concert. YAY FUN!!! Last night my mom and deb were so drunk. Kyle was over to finish the rest of Troy w/me then my mom told my dad we have to go get deb bc shes drunk, Kyle volunteered to go get her so the three of us went w/my mom in the backseat repeating and slurring all night. We FINALLY found deb after a wild ( Read more... )

I got off work then me and kyle went to the Olive Garden to meet up with some friends of my family. My family didnt come it was just me and Kyle with Deb and them. Then we went and rented some movies. We will finish them tomarrow or sometime idk. me and Kyle watched the ring 2 tonight. It was pretty creepy ( Read more... )

Why doesnt anyone write in here anymore? I've mostly been working, going to movies, and concerts, hanging out with friends, fun stuff and not so fun stuff. Right now Im bored...

All my friends now have boyfriends. I'm happy for them all. Im just a little lonely. But whats new? I love seeing all of my friends happy despite my own feelings, I dont mind them bragging about being happy bc its nice that some of them are finally off the market and with someone. Me myself I just dont like hurting so I concentrate on their ( Read more... )

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

Yesterday was my last day of boating bc I always work. I had Labor day off so we dedicated the day to boating. I went with: Jessica, Molly, Cory, Jake (friend from West Des Moines), and Kyle. They went tubing. I didnt want to bc my dad went really hard on the turns and the girls made it sound painful. They called me a wimp but eh I don't care. Peer ( Read more... )

Mr. Boots is slowly doing better hes going to live...for now. YAY! I just got back from a party. The guys were LOUD and I was tired bc Im sick. EVERYONE seems sick. Oh well its cold season. not much else to talk about so I think Im gonna go. I have work early in the morning.

Me and Kyle are getting along again. We went to the Disturbed concert last night. He had a better time than he thought he would and today we went for a test drive in a gorgeous blue mazda rx8. We also ran a couple diff errands but it was fun ( Read more... )

well what can I say besides Im stuck. Ive been so sad lately and everything is going downhill. All of my friends are back in school so I cant see them anymore or they all have boyfriends, others have gone OFF to college, Ive been having a hard time with Kyle, Its beginging of school BUT BAD SHIT ISNT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN TO ME BC IVE GRADUATED!!!! Is ( Read more... )