Still Small Voice

The Christians

I search for beauty, I search for truth,
There must be a proof,
I need a reason to survive, to stay alive,
I know what must be done, before the morning comes,
So I look for self-respect, as I reflect,
All the wrecked lives that we live, the waste and greed,
I've been down but not like this before,
Can't take it anymore.

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Suddenly it is Sunday night and my weekend has passed in strange haze of night work and day sleeps.... Now I am having a bucket size glass of Cab Merlot and pondering dinner... which freezer treat gets a spin in the microwave tonight ( Read more... )

Ah, the lessening of tension! The half time between bickering! A hiatus on evil thoughts! The build up of simmering resentment and general discomfort at our living situation has created such a web of negative energy between us, someone walking into this flat would immediately think they were choking. And maybe they actually would be, if Shell and ( Read more... )

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Ah, the joy of new shoes and the rejuvenating power of same is not to be underestimated ( Read more... )

Flashback 6 months (Jackie Collins style): The girl returned to her car, pushing her Gucci knock off sunglasses on top of her newly streaked hair. She was plunging her hand through her oversize handbag, trying to find her keys amidst the 16 lip glosses, when she spotted a piece of paper fluttering on her windscreen. A parking ticket! She ripped it ( Read more... )

"We've failed many times, although we may not remember.

We fell down the first time we tried to walk.

We almost drowned the first time we tried to swim.

We didn't hit the ball the first time we swung the bat.

Don't worry about failure. Worry about the chances we miss when we don't even try..."

This week I have been getting crushes on the most inappropriate people at the most inappropriate times. I have also been having vividly tawdry dreams (last night starring Liv Tyler wearing a leather balconet bra, Kate Hudson in Gaultier style white straps, and myself on rollerskates) and find myself fantasising about naughty things instead of ( Read more... )

Coping strategy in times of anxiety: pure escapism! Today as we look through the round window, we can see.... My 30th Birthday!! It's not until January, but I am channelling party planner greatness therefore there is no such thing as overplanning ( Read more... )

Hormonal yet well groomed receptionist by day, slightly scruffy mild mannered radio room telephonist by night! I now have an alter ego - "Kate". At Legion, we use easy one syllable names and I have chosen the nice simple name I longed for as a much teased child ( Read more... )