is it so wrong that i wish you dead?

[princesslola]

life is so good right now. and there are so many good people in it. why can't i feel comfortable in letting my walls down for the one who has shown me more than once that i can expect the absolute truth from? why? b/c of 4 years of thinking i could expect the absolute truth but not getting it. 4 years of blaming myself for anything that was wrong.

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[sarahthesmall]

I had a relationship like that, it was totally draining my happiness and crushing my soul. It took me quite some time to see through him and work out what he really is, everything he ever said to me was a lie (except his name!). But now, after 2 years of feeling hurt and used, I've found an amazing man who makes me so happy. So you see, there is hope. Don't give up! Fight the bastard till the bitter end!