Ok... Susie said that I could go to Niki's party and I'm so excited... It's gonna be great... Oh and by the way Niki- I'm bringin' my CDs so we can have somethin' GOOD to listen to (j/k)... I really am bringin' them though... Your mom can deal w/ the cuss words for a little while... I can't believe that you're almost 16... I'm proud of you ( Read more... )

Today wasn't so bad... I got to talk to Christian and he told me that no matter what he wasn't gonna leave me for anything... Then I got home and it started snowing really hard... It was pretty until the wind started blowing really hard... But still it's snow... Maybe if we get enough there won't be school tomorrow... That'd be cool... I'm so bored ( Read more... )

Ok... it's been another shitty day... I won't go into details, but I will tell you that Christian was in Baltimore b/c his friends dad was having surgery and that's why he wasn't in school... I was sooo happy to see him but then he got mad at me for something and won't tell me what it is... Then he called me about 3:30 and left a message on my ( Read more... )

       Another daycomes and goes and still I haven't seen or even talked to my boyfriend... I went by Matt's again today after school and when I got there they said that he was just there w/ his brother and that he left right before I got there... I wish he'd call me or something... I can't stand this... His teacher (Mr. Haynes) told me today that ( Read more... )

       Ok... If you can answer this then please tell me... Why haven't I seen my boyfriend since Saturday? It has to be one of these answers:

• He hasn't felt good lately and didn't feel like being at school.
• He just hasn't wanted to come to school.
• He's busy spending time w/ his friends.
• He doesn't want to be around me.
• He just wants to hurt me by ( Read more... )

          Ok... So... Why is it that everytime I talked to my grandfather before my sister had her baby he always said that it was a horrible thing for her to be pregnant and that if it weren't for her b/f then she wouldn't be in this situation?... But now he always tells me exactly what Elyssa eats or how she acts from the moment she gets to his ( Read more... )

I'm so happy right now that I could just cry... Right after I left that last entry in here, my cell rang and it was Christian... He said that he was at Chris's (his cousin's) and that he'd been there all day... so I left here and went to go see him... He said that "Chunk" (Barron aka Matt's little bro) was supposed to tell me that Christian was at ( Read more... )

          My mom came in last night and my friend Brittany stayed the night... We had fun but my mom and I didn't get to spend that much time together so today, I took my mom and Elyssa to the mall and my mom got a new sweater and got me a new belt... Then we came back here and I had to leave to get gas (and see if Christian was at Matt's, but of ( Read more... )

         Well... my mom's coming tomorrow w/ my niece (yay)... I'm so happy!!!I love spending time w/ my mom... And Christian's gonna finally get to meet her... I have a good feeling that she will like him...

Now onto the shit... Jaime is the biggest bitch that I have ever known... She fuckin' told on my ass for skippin' class about a ( Read more... )

Ok so before school (everday) I get fucked up and this guy I have homeroom w/ tries to make it to the spot before I leave so he can get fucked up too, but he never makes it so today after school I told him to meet me at the spot at 3:30 then I got there he was already there... then we got fucked up and he had to leave to go to a game and I had a ( Read more... )