Tell me what to believe...

[princessmermaid]

It's getting so old.
I hate every second of this.

I can only blame it on myself.
I'm sorry for doing this.
But...
I can't go on anymore.
I can't find behind my "happy face".
Everything hurts.
Everything is all wrong.

I only want one thing.
And it's stopping me from living.

I can't do this anymore.
I can't go on.
I'm sorry.

Comments

Break me...

[pushed_again]

You aren't old Annie...
You're still young and beautiful...

I still blame myself for your problems...

You don't need a happy face either Annie.
And I want to make everything stop hurting.
I want to fix these things that haunt you.

I want to give you that one thing that you want...
All while helping you get that life you want and need...

Don't give up Annie...
Please don't ever give up...

Re: Break me...

[bluerobots]

look dan, i understand your intentions here are good.
you want annie to be happy.

but you're going about it all the wrong way.

firstly: annie is beautiful, yes, that's self evident.

her statement that she was old was a reflection of emotional state not a plea for compliments on her age and beauty.

secondly: she does need a happy face, cos she doesnt WANT You trying to fucking fix her shit. nothing's BROKEN! shit happens! and life is shitty! that's just the way it fucking is! and are you so pretentious that you think YOU can "fix" what she can't in herself?

thirdly: you dont fucking know what she wants! you dont fucking know what she needs! how dare you fucking make that claim!

she wont give up, if you know anything about annie, you know she will kick your ass ten times over just when you think you have her down :P

sorry.

i'm sick of people fucking treating annie like she's a 2 year old whose hand they need to hold so she can fucking cross the street.

she's a fucking woman, and a damn amazing one at that. HEAR HER ROAR!!!!

Re: Break me...

[pushed_again]

Brian...I'm going to say this once, so just listen.

I tell Annie she is young and beautiful because it's the truth. I don't ever want her feeling old in anyway. Because she's not old in anyway. She's experienced in shit, I know that, that doesn't make her old though.

And when she's upset and doesn't tell me what is wrong even though I know it's something, that's not good. That's all a happy face does. And how can you give me flak for wanting to help her fix things, when all you constantly do is bitch at every other person, because in all affects, you just trying to do the same damn thing.

And I NEVER said I knew what she wanted. I only said that I wanted to help her achieve her wishes.

Why don't you first learn everything the other has said and done, and actually find out their side before you go off on your rants. Stop attacking everyone.

Now all that I have left to say...is stop being such a hypocrite about things...sit down and look in the fucking mirror, Brian.

Don't bother responding to this, it matters not.

Re: Break me...

[bluerobots]

::shrugs:: nothing REALLY matters

hey it's Wes

[anonymous]

Annie, your making me worry about ya heh. Things in life just get hard sometimes... like personally I've gone through three almost relationships with people here at college and been shot down everytime and I never really get a reason, most of them have been because they've been interested in someone else and were just playing with me making me think they were interested. But whateve people are mean sometimes but not everyone is. I know you're a bit upset about making other people sad but well... it has to be that way sometimes, people can't always be happy with each other forever, it can't happen like that... as much as everyone wishes it could heh. But just live for yourself, if it gets to the point where you're loosing your own happiness to keep someone else happy it's probably not worth it. Anyway, I haven't had a lot of serious talks with you, but I have had a few and you're usually pretty well together, so don't let that change. So what is that one thing you want anyway? :P If I don't hear from ya soon I'll call you alright

Re: hey it's Wes

[bluerobots]

goddamn wes

[perseusprime]

Endure these tough times so that you will more fully appreciate the good ones to come.
~ McGrath (my senior english teacher)

[bluerobots]

~ trite cliche (your senior english teacher took credit for something that's been in books and texts and speeches for thousands of years)

[perseusprime]

He did not take credit for it; I gave him credit for it because he was the first person I remember hearing that from (I have since heard and read similar from many places).

Do you always look down on everyone? You might try letting the girl speak up for herself is she thinks she needs to. In your own responses to this post, you are guilty of the very same thing you chastised two other people for. As the proverb says: take the blank out of your own eye before you mock the splinter in someone else's eye.

[bluerobots]

*take the plank out of your own eye

and it isnt a fucking plank, it's a goddamn skyscraper.

:P kind of hard to remove.

and fuck you anyway, you dont even know her.

and i'm not taking control for her. i told her beforehand i was gonna bitch at them unless she said no.

i'm not "protecting her" or assuming i know what she fucking needs and wants. i'm acting in my own interest cos I, yes I am sick of people being fucking dickheaded fuckshits to her.

i dont always look down on people.

and i'm not looking down now

i'm looking straight at you guys

and telling you

to fuck off.

[orboflightning]

I just want to say that I think it's so amazing how your entries Annie always lead to arguments and rants and whatever else by Brian and Dan.

You'll be fine Annie.