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I feel like crap.
I hate this feeling.
I hate feeling like there's something that I haven't done that I need to do. I know what it is, too.
And that makes it worse, I think.
I know what I need to do and that I should do it soon, but that doesn't seem to help at all. I don't know how to do it and I don't want to but I should and I have to.
Sometimes, I just wish that I was elsewhere and didn't have to deal with real life. I wish I could just curl up in a corner and let life take care of itself, but trying that for the last couple weeks hasn't seemed to work out very well.
I wish I lived in the movies, where life sucks, but at least there's a funny friend who makes things better. But, my funny friends left Pullman.
Pullman is a desolate place in the summer.
I hate this feeling.
I hate this feeling.
I hate feeling like there's something that I haven't done that I need to do. I know what it is, too.
And that makes it worse, I think.
I know what I need to do and that I should do it soon, but that doesn't seem to help at all. I don't know how to do it and I don't want to but I should and I have to.
Sometimes, I just wish that I was elsewhere and didn't have to deal with real life. I wish I could just curl up in a corner and let life take care of itself, but trying that for the last couple weeks hasn't seemed to work out very well.
I wish I lived in the movies, where life sucks, but at least there's a funny friend who makes things better. But, my funny friends left Pullman.
Pullman is a desolate place in the summer.
I hate this feeling.