this kid that i dated for 3 years killed himself yesterday

im not sure what to say on that i just figured id communicate it

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my sisters pregnant with twins go figure

shes do october 13th

you do the math

havent updated in a while

been too busy wasting life away in coffee shop

ive been sober for a month

im not thrilled with that

jj's in jail

i dont really care about that but i figured it was worth mentioning

so on and so forth

 i fucking love my life.. i no longer have regrets

all is well

other then the huge amounts of pain

but i dont care

life is beautiful :)  

  soooooo fucked

so fucked you have no god damn idea

my ass is grass

the blame is on me even though i did nothing wrong

but thats what its gonna turn into

people are gonna be fuckin pissed at me for  shit he did

what the fuck else is new?

some people would benifit greatly from being punched in the fucking face

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  .. scary thought no?

so heres the skinny.

jj and i went out on the bikes in the pouring rain because his parents wanted to see me because they love me..

which is how it goes.. parents love me..

anyway. so he brought me his sisters old jacket since i still havent gotten one, dont want to go shopping. and helmets.. which im kinda ew.. whats the ( Read more... )

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 so i recently relized that im never gonna be completely independent. i mean, i can try.. but it doesn't work.  i wont lean how to do certain things for myself  because it feels good to know that someone cares enough to do them for me.  but it seems that lately its happening a lot more often that i get myself in a bad situation and  somebody ( Read more... )

  you know,

you gotta figure one of theses days i'll get whats comming to me

nad i wont be surprised

but i gotta enjoy  this while it lasts.

you dont know when things could change.

i caould be  chin deep in a burning lake of fire by tomorrow