ahh moi mucho sick ( Read more... )

im so irritated.im so sad and angry.
im just gonna give it a one more chance.

so i havent had meat without having a trouble since that last entry, until...
last night i came home, Steve was in the kitchen cooking chicken <3 he made that smell so good too, but i havent told him about it till last night, and he said "my gf is not becoming a vegetarian" so im not allowed. he's already upset enough that i dont eat pork, but he ( Read more... )

yesterday Steve n I went to ikea, bought curtains and a giant metal bowl, backpack for each of us, diesels and some hike/walk shoes (galyans)for Steve0-theyre so nice and i picked them- and he picked me a 36 bucks of purse and a pair of black "going out" shoes. they're high =/ but more comfy then all the others. next paycheack we're gonna get a ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

i tend to sink things in. if i didnt i dunno what would happen, even when i try to speak up my mind nicely, if i cant handle to be quiet about it, then im not "letting things go" but it really bothers me that hes into fake blonds with fake boobs and fake nails. otherwise id like to look at them with him but we end up looking at different girls lol ( Read more... )

"i like fake things"

Steve

ps. he is talking about girls.

when u think u really know someone, sometimes they say something that u never thought they would or mean. because if you did you wouldnt be with them.

fuck it, im not getting breast enlargements because of him, or for nobody. i love me.

<3

... school and reading the textbook for class, i didnt think that much time passed by but when i lift my head i see i am at cicero, the bus that was going back the other way never came, so i walked for half an hour. i was late for 15 minutes to a 50 min class, but all i missed was the attendance. so i didnt miss the material but now i seem to be ( Read more... )

i want to thank everyone who took time to comment me. my insurance is on process of approval. i will go to doctor soon, and well see. i guess im going to try pills. diff people have diff reactions to certain pills appearently, we will have to find out.
thanks again.

tonight Steve didnt go out, he cleaned and cooked and it was surprise to me. <3<3 ( Read more... )

i am at school right now. it's first day. i had only one class today-linguistics-, i have 2 on tuesdays and thursdays. i bought my book for this class, the prof seems very nice, it's a young chick. the syllabus looks pretty reasonable too, but there are a lot of homeworks assigned. piece of cake! =P ( Read more... )