When the sun rises a new day begins, but in my world the saeeing sun opens a world of restlessness and sleepless mind wanderings. My day doesn't end when the sun goes down, my day doesn't begin at dawn, my day changes with what my mind dictates as time to stop thoughts. Even in my sleep though I can't escape my thoughts, they manipulate their way ( Read more... )

i have a spider bite on the back part of my jaw, it hurts. I though tit was a zit until I actually looked at it, it is a bite from some kind of bug ( Read more... )

I may look like a skinny little "nice girl" but anyone who has seen what happens when people like to mess with my head or hurt me knows that just ain't always the case!


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I hate when people think that you have no reason ot be upset! Do they know me? No! so shut the fuck up! Only I know if I should be upset or not, not you and your outsider opinions of MY situation! Yes I know there are people who have it a lot worse than I do, but that still doesn't make my problems trivial! I still have a house, I still have family ( Read more... )

1am and here I am again unable to sleep and alone with my thoughts ( Read more... )

Almost tuesday morning! I hope this gets better so I can go get my shit done tomorrow ( Read more... )

I can't sleep and last ngiht I fancied up my Myspace so tonight I decided to do my Livejournal!

PLEASE DON'T USE MY BACKGROUD PIC on your blogpage... I looked long nad hard for something I hadn't seen before!

That is all for now!

I am going to get my haircut in about 45 minutes and I am hoping that maybe a new hairdo will change my emo outlook on life... or make me more emo if the haircut sucks... we'll see... probably just a trim though, i like my long hair.

So I woke up late and I watched some Law and Order SVU marathon wiht my mom but now it is dumb tennis =P anyway now i am just checking e-mail and relaxing. I love days like these =)

Made my whore comment and that broke the truse aparently ( Read more... )