Hi. I hope youre doing okay. I can't sleep and it's 12:45 in the morning. I hope youre doing okay. you're on my mind and i cant stop crying and worrying if anything has happened to you. I would like to think that you r e in your bed w/ yer cats. So youre in my thoughts, which is good because it shows that people care. Oh how i wish i could see you happy and hope that you're in a fine state. Again, its not very normal to say that because we barely know each other.
If you'd like, please call or text me@ 405-513-1745 and i can take you out to lunch, sushi, or okc/norman coffee. You want to go thrifting then we can do that if it'll make you feel better, ill buy you some black retro/vinage clothes.
Is this some kind of sick joke that I'm not in on? I was escorted off the grounds of the hidden castle last night while trying to hangout with two friends attend the LGBT benefit show
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hi cassie. this is lucas. i just had a horrible dream, or night mare about you and something happening to you, and not being able to say goodbye. i know you hate my guts with a passion. i just wish i was diagnosed with bi polar disorder sooner than the having manic episodes, getting restraining orders, and alienting all my friends. I can relate down to smallest iota with you on things getting fucked up and wishing we both knew sooner about our bi polar disorder. my aunt has it and didn't get diagnosed till her early 30s. mines been with me for awhile apparently, and it's just been misdiagnosed as ADHD. I really fucked up our relationship and i regret it and am ashamed on it because i can really keep relationships with people. chase, cassidy or anyone else won't talk to me anymore and it's really heart breaking because i get so goddamn lonely sometimes. I hate having dreams about you, where something happens and we never talk again. I sometimes get so nervous and my aniexty gets so bad because i think all my former friends might die
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I don't understand because i don;t know what i did to you. was it that time i deleted your number by mistake and didn't know who was texting me when you wanted my address? I just don't understand why you hate me so much
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you're on my mind and i cant stop crying and worrying if anything has happened to you. I would like to think that you r e in your bed w/ yer cats. So youre in my thoughts, which is good because it shows that people care. Oh how i wish i could see you happy and hope that you're in a fine state. Again, its not very normal to say that because we barely know each other.
If you'd like, please call or text me@ 405-513-1745 and i can take you out to lunch, sushi, or okc/norman coffee. You want to go thrifting then we can do that if it'll make you feel better, ill buy you some black retro/vinage clothes.
just please pleae please please be fucking safe.
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