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lalala
nick needs to get off work
I am bored and want to hang out with him
then driving down to see Mike(if I have the money for it =/ )
last night was fun
my tummy hurts, and Im hungry but im lazy and dont wanna do nothing
my thoughts kinda make me mad
my actions are mistakes -
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so lets cross our fingers and hope i graduate
mikes package still hasnt come in the mail
going to camerons soon
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this has not been a good couple days for me
last monday threw up
tuesday talked to cameron
and so forth.
rest of the days ahve been good just long
me and cameron are talking and chilling and im glad
but my daddy had to get blood work done today to see if he has lupus or lime disease. I dont like my daddy being sick -
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the one mistake keeps digging deeper and deeper in my heart
eventually it's going to be hollow
and i'll be emotionless and not give a damn
and then I really wont be able to say I love you -
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talked to cameron last night
I dont know what to say or do anymore
it's all happening so fast
the truth, yes the truth
why now....why not before
he's not the one who hurt me
i hurt him
i need to get that through his head
i never let him know
so he didnt
he couldnt be there
young and stupid
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so im in love with a boy
ive been in love with him for a really long time
he's changed my life
Micheal Austin Rice is the best thing to have happened to me
I've grown so much and I dont think I would have had he not been by my side
He's my best friend, and my boyfriend also
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so lifes going good
really good
me and mike were doing horrible i thought we were going to end
but together and strong we are =)
i love him like woah
he get his restricted licenses
so i dont really need to drive him around here and there anymore.
our schedules still suck hardcore but oh well -
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so hurt and he doesnt even know -
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im sore all my muscules hurt in my body ( Read more... ) -
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i hate this
hurting her over and over again
especally when i havent taken my meds in 2 days
and she wants to talk
i cant talk to mike about whats going on because he doesnt like to hear his family get put down
i dont love him more then i do her
i hate her putting words in my mouth
shes my mother
i love her