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[princesszeal]

Since you already took off, I'm saying this here. You keep drinking. Yeah, I don't approve. So stop acting like you are so fucking proud of all this shit you're doing. Want teo bring yourself down? Fine. Just stop trying to bring me with you.

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[jerryacejr]

i'm not trying to bring you down with me...i'm not going down....i just had a fun night with my family. i'm not proud of it but i don't regrett it...it was fun.. i was apologizing though. thats what i was trying to do when i told you. i know you don't aprove thats why i was telling you. i didn't want to keep it from you, that would be dishonest and i don't do that. i honestly am sorry. i was just excited that my family was all accepting of me...usually i'm mostly shunned because of my mom and because i don't bowl...it's like a disgrace to the name because of my grandpa and dad and that....so they were like it's ok and all being cool and so i had a shot...i was having fun and caught up in the moment. i don't plan on doing it again. i'm not dumb i don't want to lose my friends thats why when i actually do stupid stuff i tell em about it right away...and then attempt not to do it again.
sorry. i didn't think about it all that much.

[princesszeal]

Oh? You keep going out and drinking. I fail to see how that's not doing it again. It's not that you are drinking, it's that you seem so proud of the fact. Plus, you're whole "I'm smart I didn't drive" thing. You got Joe to drive, and I'm damn sure he wasn't sober.

Besides, I don't want apologies for things you are just going to do again.

[jerryacejr]

i don't keep going out and drinking. there was a couple times in the last couple of weeks where i had a drink. i didn't get drunk either time. and joe wasn't really sober but i didn't ride in the car with joe. i rode with jenny who hadn't been drinking at all. i was perfectly fine and my car is insured. besides i've been saying no to everything else and after solid months of telling everyone no when i wanted to i finally said yes. i deserve a small bit of credit for not drinking alot more than i did. i stop myself alot. besides you have no idea how hard it is to tell a drunk person no thanks after they buy you a drink what was i supposed to do insult family members and piss em off? thats alot of pressure i didn't want to deal with so i just said yes. i didn't plan on it and i wasn't going to again for a long time since i don't like what drinking does...it ruins muscle tissue and all that and dries you out so all this working out i've been doing is like useless now. i never said i was proud of it. i see my family and it's freakin scary