sometimes, i really take the mother forgrantted. the next time i get angry with her i shall remind myself of how she's been so completely sweet these past two days after seeing me so upset/frustrated.
from offering to drive me out to get tau huey late at night, to calling in the evening to check on me, to bringing me out to dinner, to bringing me ( Read more... )

yesterday was the epitome of horrible ( Read more... )

this is a bad time to re-evaluate my life, but i'm beggining to believe that in this course of 5months, i've made a series of very bad decisions. as if when standing at the fork of a road, i always take the wrong turn ( Read more... )

i have absolutely no motivation to study. 

it's 0425, and i'm awake with a nice warm mug of tea and feeling very self-satisfied for being able to wake up for work ( Read more... )

today was a relatively good day (:

no school for me today. yes again ( Read more... )

on days like these i can't seem to see the end of my jc life, neither do i see myself coming out of it alive or sane.

it's different now, but a better kind of different. 
with things finally out in the open, i think i've finally settled one of the biggest problems that's been weighing me down. 
time to find back my cheer, shouldn't be too difficult now :D

it's 0426 currently, and i don't plan on sleeping tonight (despite tomorrow promising to be a very long day ( Read more... )