if this really is the after-life, i will live happily here because i think i damn well deserve it. i'm not gonna think of my parents or eva or pleasing anyone. i will be happy and no one's gonna bother with that or they will truly regret it. i'm not gonna look for my friends because i don't care. i'm not gonna try and be successful because i don't ( Read more... )

It seems that I can read other people's journals and other people can read mine. That is not what I need to say in this journal, however. Someone I met through her journal said that this is a world called Paixao and it is not Earth. How creepy is that. This is freaky. I might only be dreaming. Yes, that's it, I'm just dreaming. But the pain is way ( Read more... )

This place sucks. I don't know where I am, where my EVA is, where Misato is or where the stupid pervert Shinji is. I can't even see the NERV pyramid from here. Verdamt! I need my EVA, I need a bath because I stink of blood and I need a change of bandage. Maybe I've been unconscious for a long time already, 'cause the bandages are starting to soak ( Read more... )