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whatevs, im in a terrible mood, no way around that.
everything just seems to piss me off right now, i really hate when i get like this.
i think about people, and then think about the things i really dont like about them,
i feel kind of bad for not feeling guilty about how much i dont like people.
honestly, now that i think about it, i really cant stand some of my close friends.
well not them, but some things about them.
i kind of hate how i drop everything for someone, meanwhile, no one will drop everything for me.
theyre too lazy, too busy, too whatever.
well thank you, im glad i mean something to you..
you know what else i hate? when people dont call you back
they say theyll call back, but they dont.
i have to sit there and wait for them to call, i would feel bad if i just picked up and left to have a life and then have them get mad at me if the one time they decided to call back and i wasnt there.
uuugggggggghhhhhh, and you know what i hate the most???
BEING SECOND BEST!!
fuck, i see i can never be number one, thank you for that.
it hurts knowing that im always stuck second best..
and you know what else i realized?
well not just now, but am finally going to say aloud,
i dont have a best friend.
not in the sense i can say,
"we are best friends, i am her's and she is mine."
i really cant say that, because all of my "best friends" have theyre true best friend,
the one that is theyre like, one best friend.
example: monica and rachel are best friends.
phoebe is in there too, but the real best friends are monica and rachel
think i should take that as a hint??
honestly, right now im in the mood that everyone should go fuck themselves, except for a select few people, and i havent decided who those people are yet..
i hate (certain) people
i hate the rain
i hate pain
i hate over-played music
i hate the radio
i hate pointless movies
i hate being ignored
i hate being second best
i hate being avoided
i hate being lied to
i hate shit talkers
i hate people who just stop caring
i hate nosi-ness (look whos talking)
i DESPISE anonymus comments
i hate being left out
i hate being made fun of (even under joking purposes)
i hate being forgotten
im not going to lie, i hate myself
i usually hate my dad, not today though
i hate the fact that im very undisciplined with myself
i hate being lazy // laziness
i hate onions and tomatoes
i hate being yelled at
i hate being blamed
I HATE WHEN PEOPLE SAY, "whatever"
i hate malcolm in the middle... i dont care, i will never like that show
i hate metal music and "screamo" and shit music in general
i hate stupid guys
i hate that im selfish
i hate being wrong even when i know i am
i hate television (except a few shows)
i hate skanky girls
i hate bitchy girls (much like myself)
i hate that im not good looking
i hate how guys are always drawn to the same girls
i hate fighting
i really hate how im jealous of everyone
i could go on, and probably should because this is helping me, but im out
good bye
everything just seems to piss me off right now, i really hate when i get like this.
i think about people, and then think about the things i really dont like about them,
i feel kind of bad for not feeling guilty about how much i dont like people.
honestly, now that i think about it, i really cant stand some of my close friends.
well not them, but some things about them.
i kind of hate how i drop everything for someone, meanwhile, no one will drop everything for me.
theyre too lazy, too busy, too whatever.
well thank you, im glad i mean something to you..
you know what else i hate? when people dont call you back
they say theyll call back, but they dont.
i have to sit there and wait for them to call, i would feel bad if i just picked up and left to have a life and then have them get mad at me if the one time they decided to call back and i wasnt there.
uuugggggggghhhhhh, and you know what i hate the most???
BEING SECOND BEST!!
fuck, i see i can never be number one, thank you for that.
it hurts knowing that im always stuck second best..
and you know what else i realized?
well not just now, but am finally going to say aloud,
i dont have a best friend.
not in the sense i can say,
"we are best friends, i am her's and she is mine."
i really cant say that, because all of my "best friends" have theyre true best friend,
the one that is theyre like, one best friend.
example: monica and rachel are best friends.
phoebe is in there too, but the real best friends are monica and rachel
think i should take that as a hint??
honestly, right now im in the mood that everyone should go fuck themselves, except for a select few people, and i havent decided who those people are yet..
i hate (certain) people
i hate the rain
i hate pain
i hate over-played music
i hate the radio
i hate pointless movies
i hate being ignored
i hate being second best
i hate being avoided
i hate being lied to
i hate shit talkers
i hate people who just stop caring
i hate nosi-ness (look whos talking)
i DESPISE anonymus comments
i hate being left out
i hate being made fun of (even under joking purposes)
i hate being forgotten
im not going to lie, i hate myself
i usually hate my dad, not today though
i hate the fact that im very undisciplined with myself
i hate being lazy // laziness
i hate onions and tomatoes
i hate being yelled at
i hate being blamed
I HATE WHEN PEOPLE SAY, "whatever"
i hate malcolm in the middle... i dont care, i will never like that show
i hate metal music and "screamo" and shit music in general
i hate stupid guys
i hate that im selfish
i hate being wrong even when i know i am
i hate television (except a few shows)
i hate skanky girls
i hate bitchy girls (much like myself)
i hate that im not good looking
i hate how guys are always drawn to the same girls
i hate fighting
i really hate how im jealous of everyone
i could go on, and probably should because this is helping me, but im out
good bye