So I woke up in a down mood. I don't know what is up with me. I had a dream about a boy and it made my heart ache. I miss his friendship and warmth so much.And then all these other thoughts just flurried into my head, which I hate to think about. Sometimes I wish I didn't have a mind. It would make things so much easier ( Read more... )

So Thomas is back in the hospital for a couple of days. He actually volunteered to go, which surprised us. He's got a virus. We considered it to be pneumonia, but nothing showed up on the X-rays. I'm sure he'll be okay. This always happens.It's pretty funny cause he's not 18 yet, so he has to stay in the kids ward. As for today, my plan is to clean ( Read more... )

It's like fate has it in for me. It's not the good kind at all either. I've been disappointed so much today that I'm now in the worst mood ever. It's like the saying "I'm mad as hell and I'm not going to take it anymore."

I've felt weird all day. It's hard for me to eat. Every time I try to put food in my mouth I gag, but why is this happening!? I looooove food!!!!!!!I haven't had a decent meal in like two days. Maybe my body knows that I'm going to overload on Filabertos, so it's preping itself.

I miss her so much right now. The pain takes my breath away.

So one of my Ex's has waltzed back into my life. He wants me to call him when I get into town Friday. Every time I finally stop thinking about him, he finds a way to contact me. It's like he has "Britt's finally over me" radar. Damn you beautiful boy, damn you!

What the fuck is up with this weather?! For the past week it has been so nice and warm. I even got sunburned...yes, yes I'm one shade up from being pale, score. Anyway, back to my bitching about the weather, so yea it was warm and then today it fucking snows. In the midst of April. I have a feeling we're going to have weird weather all summer ( Read more... )

Today I realized something, I have the easiest classes in the world and I wouldn't be sane if I bitched about them. I screw around all day until fourth hour. That has to be my only real class. What makes me say this, you ask? Well I found myself not in 3rd hour, but in autos and sitting on top of a car, taking in this sunny, and warm spring day. I ( Read more... )

I talked to a old friend today. Her and a couple of other friends got a place together. It reminds me of back in the day where we all had planned to move in together. Now they're moving out and on with they're lives. This makes me feel stuck. I feel so held back. I want to do so much. I love my family, but I have lived with them for 18 years, I ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while. I really have nothing interesting to say. I went to Tempe for Easter. I got to hangout with the family ( Read more... )