dont ask me to elaborate, if i want to tell you i will

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i just need to keep telling myself
7 weeks left of this hell
only 7 weeks left in the place that i hate more than anything

how i honestly feel about this right now:
if it weren't so close to the end of the year, i'm sure i would have tried to kill myself by now.
or at least i'd be cutting myself again.even the good things

Comments

[xdo_the_strandx]

the shitty thing about these kind of experiences is that its going to happen everywhere, because there's always assholes and there's always insecurities and unreadable friends. im sure everyone else has their troubles with people too, i mean, im sure your friends can relate.
its not that you're socially retarded, you're just going through what everyone has to deal with in terms of moods and adolescence and hormones, and it's temporary. dont let yourself be bothered by fuckheads and fucktards, and most of all, dont let them define your school experience. it sucks to hear you hating the bay school just because of those retards. there's a lot of good around you too, but its understandably hard to see when you've got so much going on.

you are not stupid! and i know what you mean when you compare yourself to other people. its only going to get you down though, and you've got such a personality that you shouldn't worry about how you compare to others, because they're them and you're you and you don't have to be like them.

[bouqetofthorns]

dont talk about stupid shit like cutting yourself alright.

call me!

[f_y_z]

You are smart, Emma. Don't say you're stupid. There's more to being intellegent than understanding math, or knowing big words and knowing their definitions. All that is fine and good, but there are so many different ways to be intellgent, and I KNOW that you are not stupid.

Like Vicky said, the hard part is that assholes exist everywhere. And again like she said, there's a lot of good around you, you just need to keep your head up and not let assholes get to you. And I understand how incredibly hard that can be, and you can want to just breakdown, but you need to ignore them and be around the people you DO love, and the people you want to be around.

Feel better Emma.

[privacypolicy_]

oh you wonderful boy
i honestly just adore you
today at the bus stop was fun
with the terrorist man...
who wasn't really a terrorist

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SO I LOVE YOU AND GUESS WHAT

i'm definitly coming for bumbershoot
my mom is completely all for it so i can't wait =]

[wefoundthelight]

Um I never now what to say to make people feel better.

Baby Seal Clubbing.