Well, I was up really late last night/early this morning, so I made a new layout for this thing. I think I like it for the most part. I wish they had more table styles. Meh. I hope the table falls in between the 2 girls on everyone's screen, no matter what size. But I doubt it will. Oh well, it looks cool on my screen. Oh yeah, and I am ( Read more... )

Another case of no sleep for me tonight. Looks like I just might be an insomniac, haha. Well, lucky me, huh? I can't stand that I feel tired but can't sleep as soon as I try. It's a strange feeling. At first, I thought I had just been thrown off schedule, but it's been months on end of trying hard to sleep at night. There have been a couple ( Read more... )

Since I am still adding some of my old entries and transitioning to this journal, I haven't been writing down everything in here just yet. Okay

Yesterday I weighed in at 164lbs (2 lbs came back after my high cal day).

Yesterday was my low cal day.

Today (this morning) I weighed in at 163.5lbs (I lost half a pound on my low day).

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Today so far:

South Beach Diet Chocolate Snack Bar 140 cals
1/2 can of crushed tomato heated 110 cals
Light wavy chips (about 20 chips)100 cals
16 oz water 0 cals
18 oz diet caffeine free pepsi 0 cals

Total so far 350 cals

151 to 750 calories to goI'm eating moderate cals for today which means 501-1100. I really don't want to eat that much :-/ ( Read more... )

Of course, I have gained a half a pound since I weighed myself this morning when I woke up. I expected this because of course, I have taken in liquids and a small amount of food today. However, it still drives me crazy until the morning, when I see it's either gone, or I have lost even more. I don't know why I bother to get on the scale and ( Read more... )

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My bf and I talked about her last night (my HOT best friend) and he said he would even give me permission to do things with her without him watching. I wish she were up to it ( Read more... )

I haven't updated or been active on here much since I got this account. I plan on changing that. I just usually didn't bother because I have my real account to keep up with. But, I think I need something that I can have people read that no one I actually know knows about ( Read more... )

So, she got back with her boyfriend and seems to only want to have sex with me if it's just her and me...alone. But, my boyfriend doesn't like that idea. Not seeing it would only make his mind torture him and he would feel bad about it. So, I wish she would let him watch, but I understand. I really like her a lot. Her body haunts my mind. I ( Read more... )