Well.. (ranting... dont mind me.)
Today was a... well.... hectic? day... hm... that may not be the best word to describe it. Let's just say tensions are running high. Today was the first time i literally felt overwhelmed. Like... really overwhelmed. To the point where i just cried.
Besides the fact that I was working pretty much all day on Wednesday (that added up to everything today)... Some things are just driving me nuts. So everything that has gone on in the past 2 days just...well... pushed me over the edge! I really felt like i was drowning.
Thank God Adriana is here because she is my god-send. She has helped me tremendously even just by talking me down when i'm getting upset. At one point today i just broke down and cried because i still had/have so much to do before tomorrow night is over.
So... either way... i'm getting pretty excited but yet so nervous that things wont turn out the way i planned. I don't know how to get rid of the feeling. There are certain people who are adding to the way i'm feeling as well because i guess they can't understand that Jody and I are NOT on vacation... we are finalizing details for a WEDDING. i made packets with visitor information about Chicago for a reason. All my guests had these packets not one but TWO months before the wedding. Therefore they had plenty of time to figure out what they wanted to do while they are here. I didn't think Jody was going to have to hold their hands the whole time, but i guess some people don't like that he's not spending every waking moment with them. HELLO!? We're going to see everyone ALL WEEKEND. i'm not going on about it anymore.... it's just frustrating that's all.
So there are a few last minute things to take care of tomorrow including getting my much anticipated manicure and pedicure. Adde and I went for our massages today and that relaxed me (for about an hour.. until tensions arose) but anyway... that was good.
After my errands are completed tomorrow i will be SO happy. I just want to sit back and enjoy Saturday. As long as Jody and I look good and are married at the end of the day... i don't really care about much else (well except sharing the day with family and friends... but yeah you know what i mean)
Well, it's past 1:00 a.m. and i'm just rambling sensless BS... i just needed to get it out though. I really need to sleep since i was kind of on alert all week because of on-call.
Wish me a good nights sleep!
I probably won't post again (probably) until Sunday night or Monday (with a couple pictures) so i bid you all adieu for now!