my heart hurts. seriously. well, maybe not in the heart attack sense. more like it feels like its been cleaved in half. i hope it doesn't continue this way ( Read more... )

Wow. I haven't been here for almost a year. I've had my current job for almost a year. In a year...a lot has happened. This month marks some anniversaries. On the 24th, I've had Mimi for four years. On the 30th, I've been dating the same man for five years. I've moved out of my house. Out of the comfort of my room, a space that has been my own for ( Read more... )

so....in the past year, I've had three jobs. I just started my third yesterday and lemme tell ya, it rocks. I'm finally happy. The job btw crate and barrel and this one, lasted three months and 1 day. It sucked. I knew it was going to suck when I interviewed and the first day on the job confirmed its suckiness. But I had to get out of retail, it ( Read more... )

i got a new job. i finally did it. wee.

i had another interview. this week, we'll see how it goes. For the first time in my life, i went on a diet. you need to know when you need help. i mean dag, obviously, i don't know what im doing. therefore, i finally said, okay fine. it's going well. i have a cold sore. which means i'm stressed. but im feeling better, considering i am on the ( Read more... )

so for the first time ever, things havent gone my way the first time around ( Read more... )

you are so fascinating to others. You're old news to me. But in a good way (smiles). You have that aura, and I guess, you always will. I'm so glad to have you. I'm reminded in small ways. When asked what I would do for new years, I said nothing, we'd sit around and watch the cat, and someone said, "yeah, it doesn't matter when you have ( Read more... )

soooooo, my boss finally got engaged after harassing her boyfriend of two years for the past year to get married, like everyday. she'll openly admit that to anyone, she thinks its funny. we all thought she'd either get dumped for being so pushy or finally have him cave, and the latter happened. can we please talk about how MORE annoying she's ( Read more... )

i finally bought a moleskin journal, like all the greats. i was writing something down and ale saw me and he wanted to see what it said. of course i said no. he's like oh come on. No. He's like, if you just got this, what were you talking about the other day when you said you were writing? I said I have an online journal. He said, "where?" I ( Read more... )

just as soon as i posted, he called to say he's not coming home. weird ass.