Hiya!

[prncssvictoria]

Hi.....hello.....how are you? I am here. And that is all I can ask for right now. I realized I haven't been on here in months. And I really don't expect to be on here a lot in the first place. I have just realized that I may need an outlet. There are a lot of things going on in my life and I really think I need to write my thoughts down somewhere

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[bleuberi21]

*tight hugs* I miss you. Is there anything I can help you with? If you ever just need someone to vent at, send me a text or an IM on Gmail chat. I'm a good ventee. =0)

I keep hoping that we'll have time to get together and just chat or something. At least we'll see each other at OKRF!

Love you muchly. =0) Oh, and here in another month or two, I may need a new ren fest bodice...started a diet on Monday (medical) that predicts I will lose 50 pounds in 12 weeks as long as I'm doing what I'm supposed to do.

[duane_kc]

Everyone grieves differently. Scream if you need to, cry if you feel like it, and know that we'll be here to listen in any event. [hug]

[motherpockets]

You are not crazy. Both my mother and my grandmother have visited me from the other side. My grandmother appears to have moved on, because I haven't had any contact that I noticed in years, but Mama still makes herself known from time to time, both for me and for Robin. Sometimes in dreams, sometimes in other ways. The most profound for me was about a month after she died. I was at my desk at work, not thinking about anything in particular, and suddenly I felt like someone had opened the top of my head and poured in sunshine! I was absolutely filled with this bright light that was tangible! It lasted maybe 10-15 seconds, but I knew--clearly!--that it was my mother telling me she was in a good place and everything was okay. (She wasn't at all in a good place when she died.) It was really wonderful! We talk often, and I get along with her so much better now! If that sounds crazy, well, ask Robin what that means!
I love you, honey, and would do anything for you. I miss seeing you. Good luck with baby-making!

[rowangolightly]

Sweetie, don't try to hold it in; that's dangerous in the long run. I get it, I do. While I don't 'see' my Mom, I can feel that she's there sometimes but that makes sense because I'm empathic, not visual when it comes to the "woo woo" stuff.

It's good to have you back on here; say what you wanna. It's good to have a place where you can do that.

Cast Party

[ladygules]

Donald and I handle the cast party for OKRF. Karen forwarded your email over to D and it has been a crazy couple of weeks. I apologize for our delay. If you would like to go a couple of zumba numbers early in the evening while it is still light out you are welcome to. We willneed to get you in touch with Clent, the dj, if you want to do it outside. But we are goign to see if we can get you inside so that after a long hot day of festival people can be in the AC for a little extra workout fun. If there is anything else that I can answer for you I can be reached at chrismryan@me.com or Donald can be reached at donryan@me.com.

Thanks!