alright well...ill just get it out there..i know someone that i really really care about his name is jason and he is in bootcamp in the army..we write back and forth as much as possible...were not dating but if he were still here i can pretty much bet we would be...so im single..but, i have major feelings for him which i dono doesnt leave me very ( Read more... )

well we lost internet cuz my mom said i made the computer shut down or something but im back..but im under restrictions like i cant download anything..damn aim..anyways so lets see..fri..no school yeah! storm was awsome..nothing bad happen here we didnt even lose power, so i wrote jason, watched the green lighting with ryan,mom,neil and i talked to ( Read more... )

for all of u who are gonna take a peek at this and say no fucking way its too long ull wana read it! hmm hmm ( Read more... )

I HATE HATE HATE MY BROTHER...hes a fucking asshole i call for my mom shes not there i ask for her work number he gives it to me and when i say thanks he hangs up on me..wtf u cant take 5 seconds to say goodbye? then i call her work shes not there so i call home again and im like hey neil can u have her call me when she gests home..neil says ( Read more... )

well..the wedding was beautiful and i flirted with todd(my cuz) 28 yr old friend i didnt know he was 28 but he was cute and a guitarist in his band..and looked 17 so i talked to him he turned out to be 28 and when he asked how old i was i said 16 he goes......sigh*..oh lol but we still flirted and he bought me a rum and coke.and then talked to todd ( Read more... )

well..the wedding was beautiful and i flirted with todd(my cuz) 28 yr old friend i didnt know he was 28 but he was cute and a guitarist in his band..and looked 17 so i talked to him he turned out to be 28 and when he asked how old i was i said 16 he goes......sigh*..oh lol but we still flirted and he bought me a rum and coke.and then talked to todd ( Read more... )

MOTHER HELL....i was supposed to run another mile with mel mel but its raining like a bitch and its cold rain and its 10:44 pm here and the woods scare me so there will be no rain dancing sadly....I GET A MANICURE AND PETICURE 2MORROW WOOHOO im soo excited and i miss ppl really bad..that i miss ahhh bugs EVERYWHERE...and im out like a fat girl in ( Read more... )

Today was really fun ( Read more... )

im excited for myself because im finally to the point where im no longer confuessed on guy problems so its all perfectly clear i just need to think about the events of the week i was in fl and now i compeltely see who i like and who idont and let me tell u it feels great for me to finally know!! anyways i went running with mel we met half way and ( Read more... )

im in conneticut..had a great flight im gonna go see all my great friends like melissa and sean..and do god knows what so this isnt so bad..tho i miss my friends I LAVA U HEATHER....i ate a big red candle...I DONT KNOW WHAT WERE YELLING ABOUT...LOUD NOISES..anyways melissa is here