I'm not hungry at all. I've lost my appetite. I really don't have much emotion. I don't feel sad. But I don't feel happy. Every once and a while I'll get a jolt of energy and joy from something. And when it happens I'm sure you notice it. But I need that more often. I can't get anything done like this. I sit in class and stare into space. But one ( Read more... )

I feel a sense of accomplishment. I just finished my history project. I procrastinated until the last possible second, but it's done ( Read more... )

Today was great. The dance festival we went to was amazing. We had a ballet class, which I severely needed. It was a difficult class. I miss ballet a lot. I didn't do amazingly, but I wasn't nervous at all, and I put myself in front for things. I knew I wasn't going to be an "all state dancer" but that was fine with me. We also had a jazz class ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

The only thing I love, the only thing I want to do with my life, I'm not good enough at to get anywhere with it.

I can't dance well enough to get me anywhere. I regret not dancing when I was 12 and 13. If I did I'd be better. My scholarship solo isn't going to be good. I can tell already. I wish I was more talented.

What am I going to do with my

i feel so much better. :]

I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place and there is no way of getting out without getting crushed.

This sucks.

I feel bad right now. I can't really say why. Then why am I writing? I don't know. But sometimes when I write I can work out my issues by my self. I wrote an imaginary letter to Sara 2 days ago. I wrote her a message that was more like a novel about a situation that I need help with. I managed to figure out my problem on my own. But unfortunately ( Read more... )

My brother is in Tennessee now(ish).

I went to the airport. And it was boring.

Now I'm home and trying to create this dance. I had so many ideas 2 days a go. I have a nice first 10 seconds and the rest...I can't come up with. I need to feel really passionate about something. Or something exciting needs to happen if I want to get this done.

Alex

I woke up at 7 again today. X_X I'm tired and I can't get back to sleep. :-P Oh well ( Read more... )