lazy thursday.  the most productive thing i did was go to the grocery store to get hamburger buns.  stupid rain all day, stupid friends flaking.  whatev, there's always tomorrow.

home is cool but i do miss being at school immersed in my relationships.  i'm not really bored here but i don't enjoy it as much as school.  my band is there, and that's ( Read more... )

the all-too familiar burn of liquor trickles down my throat and i think about what deliciously scandalous event i can use for this heretofore unruffled game of Never Have I Ever.  a drunken hookup with multiple women foreshadowing a distinctly eventful night or an amusing Walk of Shame stroy that throws each person's head back in laughter?  i sip ( Read more... )

so yeah, two girls still.  every time i have an inkling of which one i like more i end up liking the other one more than the one i've made my mind on.  this is confusing.

two girls right now.  do i like one or the other?  do i like both?  i can't figure it out.

thanksgiving was sick.

so lately there's been a lot of stress in my life.  i've never experienced stress before so this is 1) really weird and 2) really stressful.  all humor aside, this is everything going on in my life that sucks ( Read more... )

i read about that student at ucla who got tasered in the library and then i watched the youtube video of it.  it makes me fucking sick.

it's funny how much people can change over the years.  take, for example, my nextdoor neighbor when i lived in pennsylvania 10 years ago.  i met him the night we moved into my house in 1992 and we were inseparable until the move to california in early 1996.  for four years he and i would ride the bus to school together, play power rangers at recess ( Read more... )

i'm a thug with a haircut.

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i will have my first haircut ever at the salon on saturday morning.  this is surreal.

it's weird to think that another year has gone by.  365 days ago i was stoked on college and i still am.  so much has happened this past year that makes this birthday different from the last, yet so much is the same.  i have new habits and friendships but the prabhjot of one year ago is still very much here.  there won't be much fanfare this year, ( Read more... )