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Oct 17, 2008 21:20

It's gone. My thoughts aren't hard to look at. The pictures are clear and I'm calm about it, so there's no problem.

So, it would be easy to kill any of you. Maybe later.

I'm busy right now. Putting together menus for next week, so I can't do it now.

Stop talking about the sky. Who cares? It won't fall.

fixation-regret=creepy, monotone, heartless shinji is heartless, *event, kind of busy, dangerous?, keeping busy, weather is boring?

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not_a_crybaby October 19 2008, 02:32:49 UTC
You're a killer too?

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prodigal_axe October 19 2008, 02:35:32 UTC
Yeah. I've killed.

Normally I care about that.

But today I think I could kill anyone.

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not_a_crybaby October 19 2008, 02:40:08 UTC
I would normally too, but...eh. Doesn't matter.

I could too, probably. I'm supposed to be, technically, but it doesn't really matter so.

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prodigal_axe October 19 2008, 02:41:36 UTC
No it doesn't. It's different though.. not caring.

Who are you supposed to be killing?

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not_a_crybaby October 19 2008, 02:43:47 UTC
How different?

Wolfwood. He betrayed Master C and the Eye. Doesn't really matter here, though.

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prodigal_axe October 19 2008, 02:47:02 UTC
Like I'm not the same person. Killing isn't an easy thing for me, usually, but it happens whether I want it to or not.

People make hard decisions sometimes. But I think I would try to stop you, if you did.

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not_a_crybaby October 19 2008, 02:54:01 UTC
It's only recently that killing's been harder for me. Killing was my job. Still is, I guess, 'til the war's over.

You probably couldn't. I doubt it'll happen, though. It doesn't matter anymore.

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prodigal_axe October 19 2008, 02:58:43 UTC
It wasn't my job. Mine was to kill monsters, not people. But that's what happened instead.

It's not your job here. Besides, you'd have competition like you wouldn't believe. Plenty of assassins here.

Without powers it's even enough. If I had to, I'd give my life doing it. Though I can't remember why it would be that important.

I know I've had that thought before.

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not_a_crybaby October 19 2008, 03:10:24 UTC
Mine was to serve the Eye of Michael and the Plants, by proxy. Their enemies were mine, traitors and innocents alike.

I wouldn't pick it up again anyway. Like I said before, it doesn't matter anymore. The man who made us both monsters is dead.

Being without powers just means it's easier to die.

I've had thoughts like that before too. I think. Don't know why, though.

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prodigal_axe October 19 2008, 03:18:55 UTC
What will you do if they come here? Those Eye of Michael people?

I'd be relieved if I gave a damn. But death in other places.. it doesn't matter here. Or sometimes it doesn't.

That's one thing it means. It's also easier not to kill.

I don't know, either. They were important to me, like Wolfwood is, but I can't figure them out.

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not_a_crybaby October 19 2008, 03:30:57 UTC
I'll kill them. Doesn't matter if they don't stay dead. Doesn't even matter that I don't care right now if they show up here or not. I'll still kill them.

And harder to care if you do.

Same here. I don't get it, but I think I'm supposed to care. It's my fault here died, after all.

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prodigal_axe October 19 2008, 03:33:53 UTC
That's interesting.

I told Wolfwood I'd do that, when he talked about his past with me. So I guess you could call me up, if you notice those people around one day. I'll do the same.

Harder to find a good reason. There's no point in wasting the energy.

I know what that is like. Feeling that. I don't right now and it's really strange. Like most of me is gone, you know?

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not_a_crybaby October 19 2008, 03:39:30 UTC
Not really.

Guess so. Don't really think it matters that much right now, though, since they're not here.

That's true.

Yeah. It's strange, but I don't really care right. Maybe I will later. Can't really tell.

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prodigal_axe October 19 2008, 03:58:11 UTC
Well. I kind of lost interest, since it's not important.

Yeah. It's weird how long it might be, or how quick it will happen. Maybe a couple of them will come at once.

Hmm..

I think you will, later. Me too, but I don't mind this. You're the way I thought you'd be.

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not_a_crybaby October 19 2008, 04:09:56 UTC
No, it isn't.

Doesn't matter. They're still gonna die.

What do you mean?

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prodigal_axe October 19 2008, 04:12:10 UTC
Nothing is really.

Maybe we should torture them first. They did that to him, so that would be fine.

Like us. Kind of, at least. Most people don't understand.

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