Do You Dig? I got a new hair cut, its radfab. I'm enjoying all the shortness of it, but I'm pissed because I can't go blond. The color isn't going to fully dye out so I have to wait it out. This will slowly drive me insane. Atleast I have hair to work with. POOR BANI! Oh hun I love you and I will help murder those bastards that did that to you and ( Read more... )

I had a dream where I killed myself, on purpose. I'm becomming fixated with death again. Theres no reason for it, but it always seems like such a close option.

Its fun to be me. I feel like I'm living in a scene, except every weekend there is a new soundtrack. The same people rockin their different versions of style, all talking about how one day we are going to make it out of this town. Some of us are half way there. I love it every weekend, no matter how bad of a mood I seem to be in. Just find me okay ( Read more... )

Space and distance are two different things. I need my space, you're not here because of distance. What is this with needing you here and pushing everything else away? Maybe I am losing it, maybe I've already lost you. All I want is to press pause to the world around me, and scream until my voice breaks. Then there would be silence. I could ( Read more... )

Most aspects of where I am now are going well, except you're not here. I'm not going to hold that against you though. On second thoughts, maybe I should.
Lets just keep this short, things are good without you.

I am giddy with delight to scream to the world now that I can understand why everyone hates BOTH OF YOU. God, it feels so good to take everything I've learned from you and know its a bunch of shit. Bill, you're a bunch of shit. I looked up to you and believed what you said, I thought you of all people would never go back on your words. Thats why I ( Read more... )

We all know I thought tonight was going to be great. Well now we all know I was wrong. What a shit for an evening. TALK ABOUT HYPOCRITICAL. Don't you hate it when someone gets mad at you for who you associate with, then they end up making out with them at shows? I do. Especially if that includes breaking your other friends heart. Oh shesh. I ( Read more... )

I own. Today has been the greatest day, followed by tonight being the best night ever. Fuck off everyone I'm headed for a good time.

I don't want to think about you to hard, because I'm scared if I do I'll lose you forever. Like maybe one day I'll wake up and find out you were just something I had made up all along. Then reality would set in and I'd miss the thoughts of us and never knowing what might be. You seem so worth every smile I make for you ( Read more... )

If you want something bad enough, is it worth risking something good? Right now in my life there are so many subjects this question applies to ( Read more... )