I feel like I'm treading water with my life. I'm more motivated than ever right now, but it feels like I'm trying to fight a battle that is impossible to win.

I don't know why, but I keep feeling like I'm getting too old and running out of time to do anything that I actually want to with my existence.

So now on weekdays I am a Educational Assistant (bascially a one-on-one teacher) to a disabled kid at a middle school. Never thought I'd be doing that with a recording degree... but it pays alright and is a emotionally rewarding job.

And then on weekends I work at the local Goodwill.

So no free time for me. But I really need money...

I'm playing a battle of the bands tomorrow for the first time. Its stressful. I don't like being judged, but oh well. Hopefully it will go over well.

I haven't posted on here in forever ( Read more... )

I've been very depressed lately.

I wish for once I could just be happy.

So... after 4 and a half years I'm finally graduating tommorow at 1pm.

Scary thought.

For my class "Sight, Sound and Motion" we have a project to tell a story through pictures alone.

Mine is called Blind Date.

( Blind Date )

I've got a new band ( Read more... )

Mon, Wed and Friday I go to the internship from 10am to 6pm. Haven't really gotten to do anything audio related yet, though. Monday I had to paint the side of the building because someone put graffiti all over it; and try to figure out how to get the graffitti off of the front part too (its stone). I felt like I was in a sit com, because first this ( Read more... )

I see the commercials to eharmony all the time, so I thought what the hell I'll sign up and see what it does ( Read more... )