I don't really know what I'm saying any more, last night was a circus. I possibly wouldn't have seen it, but with the entries on my friends page this morning I would have found out, and perhaps it was better I was told about it so I wasn't taken by complete surprise.
I'm not going to comment on anything disgusting that was said, but I wanted to thank anyone - anon or otherwise - who gave their sincere condolensces for Shannon.
I'm almost automatous at the moment, I've not slept still and spent a long time walking in the rain last night. Not just for walking, I was trying to find Jed's house, but I've only been once and I couldn't remember where it was.
I got an msn message from Alex, who goes to uni with me, telling me we had truss to put up tomorrow so come back in. I didn't know how to respond, I guess I'll try. But I'm not sure how well me + public company + ladders and heavy industrial equipment are going to mix at the moment.