how is it that i start a conversation wiht my parents about spring break and my dad starts questioning me about my future relationship with gabe and all the religious conflict shit that we have tried so hard to avoid???? DO I LOOK LIKE I HAVE FUCKING ANSWERS????. gad. and he gets frustrated when i cant tell him what i think will happen and then ( Read more... )

first day after vacation and im already really tired. and not motivated at all. thats not so good because my audition is on saturday. i still cant believe it. i keep saying it over and over again in my head but i still cant really believe that im actually going to boston to audition for emerson. this weekend. wow ( Read more... )

littmanfest last night kinda dumb but the bands were cool.went to the diner after and it seems like everyone from littman fest showed up an hour later, of course, cuz the diner is the shit, but we're the ones who got into deep conversations with our anonymous waiter guy....dont remember his name, im sure he has one ( Read more... )

the college thing is confusing me. emerson audition next week. nervous and excited. i just want to have a good audition. if they dont want me, then they dont want me. but i wont let it be because i sucked. no chance of that. i jsut wont let it happen.

jsut watched good will hunting....now onto philadelphia...then sleep. then thanksgiving?
yeah.

today was definetely a preview of what hell will be like. euro test was painful. english as well.have to write my monograph. and euro paper.

i close my door at night
but she gets in alright
so i turn off the light.

i cant wait till christmas vacation. to jsut be in my own little cacoon and sleep and sleep and sleep. no more apps ( hopefully). no papers for morrison. jsut sleep. no psycho mother meltdowns. i really hope senior year goes faster than this. do i really mean that...

i jsut listened to "wonderwall", and i actually LISTENED to the lyrics and began to just cry like a baby and i dont know why.....such a great song...

Two Names You Go By ( Read more... )

so i sent out my apps for emerson and Umass yesterday. me and glenn agreed that the post office ladies are complete BITCHES FROM HELL.(he was there).
went to laura's party for a while, it was fun.
not too much work tonite.

emerson audition in a month.

.....so....what's my monologue?

i really try to refrain from posintg wwhiny bitchy moaning posts. so i wont. but you know when you have a day that seems to systematically get worse and worse?

on another note there are alot of people applying to emerson.