Hydrocodone is not as rad as I expected. Maybe I need booze.

I wish that my journal and I were friends and I could interact with it. Mostly just because I hope that the following situation would arrive: A mutual friend of myself and my journal has surgery ( Read more... )

Thank you John and Peter for the invite. Sorry I had to decline. Also, sorry if I seemed disoriented when I talked to you on the phone John. For one, I was expecting it to be someone else, but also, I had fallen asleep while awaiting my other call. I was dreaming that I was riding in the back of my car with my mom and my dad was up front with his ( Read more... )

I feel like living with my grandparents is sucking the life out of me. I wake up very late, eat something, then while they nap I tend to also fall asleep. My schedule is not good, I need to be productive. I have a very limited range of people that I see and some of them will be gone for a while soon. I think I may go back out of town, my mom has ( Read more... )

I finished The Catcher in the Rye. I liked it. Something that I think is not weird really but I noticed. I have read two books this summer thus far. Both contain characters named Allie. One is a young girl/old woman, and the other a brother that we do not meet because he is dead, but is talked about. If I read a third random book and there is a ( Read more... )

Last night I had a number of weird dreams. At one point I was driving this really fast car and got to my friend Andrew's house but it wasn't really his house, it was more like a big concrete neighborhood. At that point I met John Kerry. He shook my right hand with his left hand but it was on his right side? I don't know, it was a weird hand shake ( Read more... )

I think my journal for a while will be a lot of complaining that people don't want to read about. Sorry ( Read more... )

I think it was John N. that said to me that he thought that every human being had one thing that they were willing to fight for, to die for. We discussed it I think relative to characters in Absalom, Absalom! But he thought it to be true of everyone. If I just butchered what you said John, or if you didn't say that at all please correct me. In any ( Read more... )

It feels so good outside right now. Like winter almost, but not so cold you need a jacket. Like a cold day in the fall. You can be comfortable in pants and long sleeves, or a sweater. Those are the days I like. I like wearing jackets too though I guess. Late June in Texas and I could wear long sleeves. Wonderful ( Read more... )

Gosh darn I am getting tired but if I lay down I will not be able to sleep still. The imagination can be a terrible thing. I spent about three minutes staring at this door knob trying to decide if it was moving or not. I really thought it was at one point ( Read more... )