I don't know what's gonna happen. I don't know if tyler will go for her or not...and i don't know if i want to stop him, or to go for her myself
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Woo the... Screw it.kingt8y8April 26 2005, 22:37:01 UTC
I love how I'm almost being made into the bad guy.
I'm sorry. Ellis. I really am. The last thing I'd ever want to do is hurt you, or anyone.
But I can't deny my feelings again. It hurts too much to hide them, bury them. I do it too often.
I've had feelings for Laura for the longest time, but I was always too afraid, or she had a boyfriend. So I buried them.
Sure, it's just a crush. Yes, you love her.
That doesn't automatically mean that I won't? Obviously I don't now, but everything starts out as a crush.
Laura and I were talking a monthish or so ago. I was having an off-day. And the subject of me and girlfriends came up. Laura made a comment that's stuck with me "but if ever something strong comes up, give it a chance, so you wont wonder "what if" later on " {Hell yeah Trillian Logs}.
Re: Woo the... Screw it.prohackApril 27 2005, 19:25:20 UTC
I don't really care what you do. You do what you think is best. Just know that if you don't wait for a month, i'll be mad (unless laura gives you, me, or both of us the go-ahead).
If you "get" her and i don't, i'll be sad, but i'll get over it.
But know the following.
If you take advantage of her, I'll break you.
If you use her, i'll hurt you.
If you hurt her, I'll kill you.
Perhaps not in the literal sense, but if i see even the firt hint of any of those things coming, i will make sure you go nowhere.
I won't just lay down and let you have her. I will fight for her, and thats that.
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I'm sorry. Ellis. I really am. The last thing I'd ever want to do is hurt you, or anyone.
But I can't deny my feelings again. It hurts too much to hide them, bury them. I do it too often.
I've had feelings for Laura for the longest time, but I was always too afraid, or she had a boyfriend. So I buried them.
Sure, it's just a crush.
Yes, you love her.
That doesn't automatically mean that I won't? Obviously I don't now, but everything starts out as a crush.
Laura and I were talking a monthish or so ago. I was having an off-day. And the subject of me and girlfriends came up. Laura made a comment that's stuck with me "but if ever something strong comes up, give it a chance, so you wont wonder "what if" later on " {Hell yeah Trillian Logs}.
I don't want to wonder "What If?" Anymore.
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I'm not too concerned.
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If you "get" her and i don't, i'll be sad, but i'll get over it.
But know the following.
If you take advantage of her, I'll break you.
If you use her, i'll hurt you.
If you hurt her, I'll kill you.
Perhaps not in the literal sense, but if i see even the firt hint of any of those things coming, i will make sure you go nowhere.
I won't just lay down and let you have her. I will fight for her, and thats that.
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