Things (people) are not always what they seem.
And drastic times call for drastic measures.
It is what it is, and I'm really angry.  I've never been so tight-lipped.

Sometimes you must realize when you've made a poor investment and simply cut your losses.  Whether it may be an investment of money, time, feelings...it matters not.  And I know the hardest part is yet to come, but I have made a vow to myself.  I will never, ever jump so quickly.  All I have is time, I might as well use it wisely ( Read more... )

Leave it to you to shake feet on a ground that felt so sturdy.  I'm finding it difficult to swallow with this lump in my throat.  If I could do just one thing right now I'd hold your face in my hands and tell you how proud of you I am.  Mainly because I know it wasn't easy.  But neither was loving you.  But you tried and so did i.  I dont know ( Read more... )

 I'm extremely nervous. Composed and cautious, but today is going to break me. I just know it. And I can't stop listening to this song.

Today has sucked so far...so I'm writing in my livejournal. That makes sense. My cats are driving me nuts. I can't wait til they're old and frumpy and not jumping on my ass every 5 seconds. I just now got dressed and my foot is asleep.  I had this dream this morning that i bought a whole bunch of cocaine from some guy in a hotel.  And i did a bunch ( Read more... )

I haven't written in this journal in over a year now.  Thats insane.  It was inspired by the old entries of an exfriend who was writing about advice that i had given them.  and sometimes i have a bright moment every once in a while...i just forget the words that come out of my own mouth.  not that life is bad.  I mean, everything is really great.  ( Read more... )

well this is it. theres big news coming up this december so ask me about it then. this is my last entry. i dont need this journal anymore, its a waste of time. everything is about to change.

( you )

i guess tonight was ok. i wore too much makeup but it was complimented i suppose. i spent $175 at hollister. neat. well...anyway, i hate work. i work all weekend, drop by if you'd like. thats it. Party on Saturday. Call me for directions.

how awkward.

if anybody knows of a place thats hiring let me know.

today was ANOTHER lucky day. people keep leaving tips at work and i keep stealin it. I worked at the fundraiser alone but it was cool i guess. my hair covers all of my zits. jnfdhfsuiodfsd....im going to have a nice bean burrito and watch family guy.