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[projectdan]

I can't remember the last time I've been happy. I experience brief moments of mania wherein I have just enough energy to pretend things are alright when I'm around other people. I used to do this to spare others from the depressing affair that is my usual mood. Nowadays I do it because I actually know that everyone rolls their eyes and sighs

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[lilpeace]

It sounds like you're having such a difficult time. I don't know if you're looking for comfort or a listener or ideas, but I'm willing to offer any of the above. If you'd like to email me your phone number I will call you tonight or tomorrow afternoon.