chappy birthday

[projectdan]

Chappy is supposed to be a mix of "happy" and "crappy" since the beginning of my twenty eighth year was a bit of both. I got a few really sweet phone calls from friends which helped make the day feel almost a little eventful. Tara sort of forced me into a spot where I would do something midly creative and hopefully humorous. My aunt came by and

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[lilpeace]

Was your birthday yesterday?! Happy Belated Birthday. I, for one, am really glad you were born. You are an interesting, kind, funny and clever person, even in your darkest moments. And, might I add, very attractive, butch or not (though I have always liked the butches best...).

This entry sounded much more hopeful than the last. Not that you're under any obligation to sound hopeful in your own journal, but I hope it's genuine and that it lasts.

Those exact dreams (gain weight, grow boobs and not die) were mine when I was a teenager, and well...I made it. Ha, ha. Here's to the 28th year being better than the last!

[projectdan]

of course today my mother started hurling guilt and diseases at me. She thinks I have diabetic hypoglycemia from the hormones and blockers. She could be right but I'm trying to at least remain proactive if not positive. I'm getting some blood work tomorrow, taking processed sugar out of my diet (not a bad thing anyway), and I'm off one of the blockers because it might be causing hyperkelimia (too much potassium). The good news is that I feel better today despite all this nonsense.

This would all be so much more worth it if they could install a womb up in this body of mine. I am in full on baby wanting mode today for some reason.